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Know your partner.
Know your partner. Their habits. Their moods. Know their routine. Know their emotions. Know when to trust your gut. Even if they tell you, you are crazy, trust it. Feel like I am playing ring aro...
I tried...
Nothing and no one to turn to. Just hiding and crying. Selfish and alone. Thats all i am. When you spend mire time with others than with your wife, can you blame me? My issues are internal and ...
Just... No... Just... Can't
Another round. Another round. Another round. Puffy red eyes. Stopped up nose. Dry lips. Cracking voice. Got to that point. Can’t pull myself out, not yet; it hurts. I hurt. Curled up in a ball a...
The week after
This week, I’m numb. I can’t really feel. I can’t really do. It took me 3 days to get a shower. The last was Saturday at 5pm. Today is Tuesday and it was at 8pm. It’s not been easy. From our fig...
The week before and the week of
I started timing it all. All the times my body and brain are out of sync, the times my emotions are too much, the times I am being too sensitive. Finally figured it out. I do deal with symptoms ...
Friday
Need a knife Need a fire Need to feel Something other than this Need a reason Need to follow through Need to care About this life Thoughts consume and tears press against the seams. Fight as I ma...
Cycle
Slice open the sacred vein With that cold and silver blade Let rivers once so pure Run down the palest skin While all your pain Sinks into oblivion Repeat the words It doesn’t matter He doesn’t c...
