Asocial_Chaos ⋅ 26 ⋅
I'm a young wannabe artist and college student that doesn't want to grow up. I've been journaling for the last couple years on my computer, my phone, or on paper and I'd like to compile my thoughts in one easy place. When I write I tend to go into my most dramatic, emotional, and dark self. My life is fine, I cope well, and I have potential to thrive. I just think too much sometimes
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Manners are free in Daily Thoughts, Ideas, and Experiences
I think it’s very important to be polite. It’s not hard, it doesn’t cost anything, and it reaps benefits. It’s kinda funny, my mom is a lovely kind woman but sometimes she sounds short when she m...
Dermatillamania in Therapy
When I was little I always picked at scabs. I loved it; the feeling, the satisfaction, the deep color of my own blood. I think that’s somewhat normal for a curious kid that spent a lot of time al...
constant ticking a perpetual reminder of time lost darkness followed by light in a never ending loop inhaling and exhaling the same recycled air earn years but don’t grow from infin...
The beginning in Poetry
why must one speak in broken text full of flowery meaninglessness is it not simpler to state what it is one means with words more common? but even the most common may be beautiful in novel...
So um I’ve meant to write for a couple days but I haven’t had the chance. This week has been one. Especially since I don’t usually do anything outside the house save for work and school. Anyways...
You know, I meant to write yesterday but it just didn’t happen. I’ve had an inkling that I was getting sick for the last week or so. Typically, my sense of smell is heightened a few days before I...
On the road..? in Daily Thoughts, Ideas, and Experiences
I don’t drive. I’ve never even tried. I live in a city with some not so kind drivers, bridges, and hourly traffic. Most roads in my area are curvy and without sidewalks. My mom drives a stick shi...
Crippling Anxiety pt2 in Therapy
I wrote my last entry pretty late last night. If you want, I would read that first to get a better understanding. Be this part will stand on its own as well. I think this is what it’s like with m...
Crippling Anxiety in Therapy
I should start by saying, I have never been officially diagnosed with any mental illness. The only times I’ve ever even talked to mental health professionals were in family therapy when I was lit...
Crippling Anxiety in Therapy
I should start by saying, I have never been officially diagnosed with any mental illness. The only times I’ve ever even talked to mental health professionals were in family therapy when I was lit...
05–17-18 in Daily Thoughts, Ideas, and Experiences
I have low self confidence and sometimes I feel guilty for it. I should feel lucky, I have an easy time in school, there are things I’m good at, I’m not terribly unattractive. But I feel like as...
Daddy Issues in Therapy
Apparently, most people think I come from your average middle-class nuclear family. I think that’s really interesting since it couldn’t be further from the truth. I only ever talk about my mom an...
A mess in Daily Thoughts, Ideas, and Experiences
A series of diary entries about someone who I grew to really care about, finally all compiled together. I’m super dramatic and just here to have my sappy teen romance moment. Some notes, I work i...
This isn’t something that concerns me a lot, but I was thinking about it last night. I’m about 5‘6” and 100 pounds, that’s really thin. I’ve always been in good health, I don’t get faint or anyth...
