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You have to be a bit of a liar to tell a story the right way.

Patrick Rothfuss

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May 05, 2020

Aw. I made myself sad. in MMXX

… I didn’t post the entry I wrote about Zoe. Fuck. My head isn’t right lately. She’s alright for the time being. I couldn’t afford the testing, but after a week of antibiotics and pain relief,...


February 19, 2020

Distraction Pieces. in MMXX

What color is your toothbrush? I just realised that I have three toothbrushes, and I’m not sure if that’s weird or not? I have a plastic one that I use with my charcoal powder, a bamboo one that ...


February 11, 2020

Carlton was such a square. in MMXX

Have you ever played golf?: I have played its superior cousin, putt-putt golf. Is there a lake near your house?: Kind of. 15 minute drive. What was the last tv show you watched an episode of?: ...


January 05, 2020

Hurt. in MMXX

What’s it like to have family who build you up, and treat you like a person who deserves respect? I keep seeing posts on reddit and Facebook, people posting pictures and stories about their amazi...


September 15, 2019

This time, I promise. in MMXIX

So, remember a million years ago when I asked you guys to ask me things and I’d answer them in a video? Yeah that never happened. But I did find a post-it in an old journal tonight that reminded...


August 28, 2019

Thirty-four. in MMXIX

I feel so oooooold. Thirty-four. What the hell. Actually, I don’t really feel old, I feel like a teenager that someone has forgotten to supervise. Like, sometimes when things aren’t going smooth...


July 04, 2019

Let's waste some time! in MMXIX

Ok, so, not really, but I’m bored and can’t be bothered doing anything else, so here we are. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed? Open, usually, because of Gomez and his aversion ...


June 12, 2019

GET A ROOM in MMXIX

Blerg. Apparently I didn’t save what I’d already written earlier, and now it’s gone. Curses! I am so ridiculously, unexpectedly happy. Truly. He’s just… All he has to do is look at me and I blus...


May 26, 2019

Mi querido. in MMXIX

I can’t remember the last time I was this happy. He’s amazing. He can keep up with my banter, he’s incredibly sweet, a stupidly talented artist, loves animals. He works in the same industry as I ...


May 22, 2019

Thingo! in MMXIX

White or red wine? Neither. Cider! Who was the last person you hugged? Patrick. Have you ever had a crush on a teacher? My first girl-crush, actually. When I was in year 10 we had a teaching as...


April 27, 2019

Stop asking questions. in MMXIX

Write the first paragraph of your obituary. “Hopefully I wasn’t eaten by my cats.” What is the best TV theme song ever? How can I answer this?! There are so many great ones! I’m gonna go with Fam...


April 21, 2019

What disposable income? in MMXIX

I swear to glob, if I have to pack up my shit and move for no good reason in the next few years I’m taking you all down with me when I go off the deep end, honestly. G decided recently that she ...


I don’t feel like I have much to be proud of lately, but I am damn proud of myself right now - even if it’s one of those things that most people do anyway. I’m casual at my job. No set roster, a...


March 04, 2019

Shame. in MMXIX

Spent the past 3 days doing nothing but eating junk food and napping on the couch, and now I feel like shit. I got cranky scrolling through Facebook earlier and unfriended a bunch of people. I’l...


February 20, 2019

The scary drugs. in MMXIX

I had my assessment at the mental health clinic the other day. It went as well as a psychiatric assessment could go, I suppose. She seemed surprised by my level of self-awareness about my mental ...


February 13, 2019

Break. in MMXIX

I need to say things. I enjoy night shifts because they’re less full of people than day shifts are (and because let’s face it, I am kind of lazy and nights = less actual work), but when I’m feel...


I had an appointment with my psych this afternoon. I got my referral to the mental health clinic (for the psychiatric assessment) and when telling him about that I mentioned that my GP would be h...


“Precipitate as weather, she appeared from somewhere, then evaporated, leaving only memory.” I remember the first time I saw Murakami on the shelf at a bookstore. For a while there I lived a sli...


January 11, 2019

This thing everyone is doing. in MMXIX

Is there a rail line near your house? If so, is it noisy and bothersome? Not really, no. I mean, it’s a few kilometres away from our house, so technically it’s “near” us, but we can’t hear it at ...


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