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Finishing 1st Semester
I am 2 week aways from completing my 1st semester as a human services student. It’s been interesting and a blur. I volunteered at a women’s shelters closet during it. Life with Manuel is good....
Talking Kids
Manuel and I have talked kids often. I feel idk. Afraid? I feel very eager but afraid. As you all know, my cousin whose 23 has a toddler. My friend Jenee has a serious boyfriend and I feel she...
Never sleep
I go back to school in basically a month. Life has been living. Writing nonstop, commissioning covers, paying for advertisements. Feeling like utter garbage as I work and continue to work. I f...
Stupid Government
I’ve mentioned this years ago but I’m a Democrat, I was shaking my ass for Kamala so you can imagine how my Nov 2024 went. I’m annoyed with us (americans) getting involved with Iran, Israel wa...
Vacation Soon
Hello, there’s been some thingʻs going on in my life. I worked briefly as a pharmacy tech 9 to 3 for a evangelist family and it was honestly a mess. I signed up to go to school to be a social wo...
Flu Driven Ramblings
There’s a lot going on but I really don’t feel like well enough for that so I will go into the actual family stuff later. Let’s just say I’ll probably be living with Manuel by next year. What ...
The embarrassment of being anorexic
Last week I had a rather embarrassing moment again due to my anorexia. As old entries explain, I’ve hidden this from pretty much everyone for five or so years. Only last October was I forced t...
Do I have Internal Sexism?
Recently, I’ve been talking to some peers online who have wild sex lives. And I find myself judging them and I feel like maybe I’m too judgemental. I know, you’re probably thinking, Mari you th...
Hello 2025
Yay, 2025. Started off sad buts it’s fine, gof a interview soon. Manuel’s been talking to me more about his religion and I can admit I feel sad, like Jesus or God is number one and Mari is num...
Book Description
2025 journal (21 to 22 years old)