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The past few weeks have been insane. First off my grandfather was in the hospital because he was bleeding from his colon and they couldn’t find the source and they still don’t know what caused i...

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I know I need to do a proper update, but this comes first. I dreamt last night that I was out with my friends and we were painting the town red and we all got tattoos and I hated mine and wished...

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I am going to do a longer entry, but I just got back from vacation and had a blast. Did some, gambling and won some money, shopped, ate, sun bathed, and hung out with my college besties. Here i...

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I am leaving for vacation on Saturday and can't wait to go. I am dealing with the stress of my mom, now my dad as well because he fell and damaged his already bad knee, my romantic life (I will ...

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Thank you all for your thoughts and prayers, my mom went home a few hours ago. They say it isn't her heart and it is probably a pinched nerve from all the issues with her spine. I am relieved t...

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My dad called and left me a message to call him and I could tell by his tone of voice something was wrong. I called him back asap and I was right, my mother is in the hospital with a potential h...

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Here is the piece from my art class tonight.

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I am not going to lie, even before my grandma's passing I was in a funk, and slipped farther into one after it. I was letting my housework go, not caring what I ate, isolating myself, and just b...

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I describe my night as being a weepy one. I only worked a half day today and have relaxed the rest of the day which was nice because last week was so tough and although I had a little time off, ...

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I am not allowed to have pets where I live, but I have a small yard outside my apartment and a bunny comes frequently to visit me and there are also lots of birds. I pretend the bunny is mine an...

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Well the service was beautiful today. We said all our final good byes and I know we will all see her again in heaven one day. I was so touched by my friends and surprised as well. Two years ag...

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Today there was a hiatus in the "official grieving process" due to the holiday and it being a week day. Tomorrow will be my grandmother's memorial service at her church. One hour prior to the s...

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Today we laid to rest my beautiful amazing grandmother. A little history here about my family...this grandmother was really my great aunt, but also the foster mother to my dad since he was 10 an...

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The death of my grandmother has released the damn of everything that I have been holding in. I feel like I am drowning and I can't rescue myself, but the ironic thing is I am the only one who ca...

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At around 9 pm tonight, heaven received another angel. At shortly after 10 pm my world was shattered when my parents called to tell me my grandmother had passed away. Something so unexpected al...

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So summer has begun which means school is out and my hours were dropped from 45-30 a week. Now I do like having more time for myself, but the pay drop really makes things tough during July and A...

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I just want to scream sometimes when it comes to the men in my life and how I let myself be treated...no worries not talking abuse or anything like that just that I accept less than what I deserv...

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So as I had stated I for my birthday was having a bit of pampering and trying to make my outside match how I feel on the inside. I grow my hair long and 3 times in the past have cut it off to do...

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So my 33rd year is drawing to a close and well there were a lot of highs and some lows this past year. I hope and pray that my 34th year will be better and brighter. I hope to find love, to be...

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In one week I will turn 34 and I am having a hard time dealing with it. I want to write a long entry and might in between the mounds of paperwork I have to do tomorrow. Today I helped with a ga...

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If you were in a friends with benefits relationship only because the other person said they didn't love you as more than a friend (meanwhile they have said they love you more than once and never ...

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So a funny anecdote about today. I was wearing capris and for some reason as the day went on they kept getting looser and looser as I stood up to get out of my car I thought oh my better be care...

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So even if you don't want to learn more I am still posting it and you can read or not read lol A - 33 will be 34 or June 7 B - bed size: full C - chore you hate: cleaning pretty much anything,...

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Last night I decided that what I need best is to be strong and be single and not worry about if I find love from a man. I am loved and it may not be the romantic kind of love, but loved just the...

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Why tell me this? Why when you'll do nothing and it means nothing because it isn't enough..."Relax Maria I love you as a friend and a little more and you know it xxx" No I didn't know it, I knew...

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