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Well it's been a bit stressful the past few days.... Work and appointments... Plus the lack of sleep from Chris showing up at my house the last few nights around 3 am... His schedule sucks... He...
What is right?
I wish I knew what the right thing to do is... Life is so confusing and messed up. Just when things are calming down, I am getting stuff in order someone comes along and messes things up. I th...
Speech evaluation
It's been awhile since I last wrote anything... Life has been busy... More busy than usual. I can't keep up. The next few months its going to be doctor's appointment after doctors appointment for...
Weekend
It's been a long weekend.... I still can't believe how cold hearted people can be after Thursday night. He sat there crying his eyes out in front of me. I sit there and wipe the tears away from h...
Breakdown
Seeing a person you care about and love a lot breakdown in front of you is pretty hard and it makes it harder when you are the cause. I sat there and tried to wipe away the tears and hug them and...
January 28, 2014
Kinda sad that OD is shutting down. I have been on that site since I was about 13. My best friend Melissa and I had diaries on that site for years. I wrote on and off or when I felt the need. Sti...
Book Description
It’s hard to really say who I am as opposed to what I want to be like. I make an effort to take things easy but I’m naturally very emotional and worrisome about life. I’m sentimental when I’d sometimes rather be unattached. I lack confidence in myself most of the time. And can be very shy at times.
I love my family but I feel like a bit of a black sheep amongst them. I don’t know what it is…its always been there.
Sometimes I just need a method of clearing my head. Venting my frustrations and thoughts that I rather not speak aloud to others. And while most of the time it is negative, I view that as a good thing. It allows me to release the negativity leaving only positive energy within. Or at least that’s the way I’d like to think of it.
Between family, work and mostly men… there’s a lot to rant about.
