Seeing a person you care about and love a lot breakdown in front of you is pretty hard and it makes it harder when you are the cause. I sat there and tried to wipe away the tears and hug them and tell them how much I cared but it seems as if words aren't enough anymore. I wish I could have done more but I couldn't, they wouldn't let me.
I couldn't sleep last night I was so upset... Cried about it the shower this morning, on my way to work, tried to keep it together while at work, and now trying to keep it together in front of my son.
I wish they realized how sorry I am, how I never wanted to hurt them. But I guess no matter how much you try and show them you care and are there for them and don't want them to hurt it will never been enough.
I wanted to tell them how I felt, how I loved them and cared about them but I doubt anything would have changed.
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