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July 2025
7/1/25 I am horribly depressed right now and wish I could just get some deadly disease or drop dead from a heart attack. I was so fatigued I could barely get out of bed – it was horrible and it...
June 2025
6/1/25 I watch a lot of Lifetime movies, and it was cool to see one filmed in the St. Pete area just a stone’s throw away. I recognized the area, and on a form in the movie, it said Pinellas Co...
May 2025
5/1/25 It’s happening! Yes, step 3 is finally happening after an 8-month fight. One of the most common journal prompts is what the biggest lesson you’ve learned in life is, and it used to be t...
Basic Info
“All the entries in these journals depict reality, with the exception of the imaginary ones. The individuals mentioned in this journal are real, save for the fictional ones. The locations refere...
4/30/25
My dentist appointment went well. Got to go back in 4 months. It would still help a lot if some of the foreigners coming into the country would practice adopting our accent as well, so I don’t h...
4/29/25
Excited to connect with Melanie and fellow psychic on Facebook. I almost never share my Facebook profile with anyone. Very, very picky about who I add there. It’s cool because she’s the one who ...
4/28/25
It’s been said that when we close ourselves off from others, it keeps the negative people out, but it also keeps the positive ones out as well. Well, I decided to go public again on PB because t...
4/26/25
Right now, it’s after midnight on the 26th, but I may not have the energy to edit and post this until later on. So yesterday morning was my virtual meeting to discuss the results of my home sle...
4/24/25
Well, that explains why I only got one reaction on my post about the tumor discovery. I had the audience set to my Blogger audience, and right now, I only share links to my Tumblr blog with just...
4/23/25
Written last night… I knew this day would come and that it was getting close, but it doesn’t make it any easier. Especially with this rat. Yeah, our little Tinkerbella has a tumor, and this wou...
4/22/25
Where I had a little more energy yesterday than the day before, I have even more today after another night of better sleep. So this proves even more that my problem with energy lies within sleep...
4/21/25
Tom’s at the lab now getting blood drawn, and since I haven’t gotten much alone time lately, I thought I would focus on a journal entry. I finished both nights of testing, and after I removed t...
4/20/25
The first night of sleep testing was a success, but my sleep sure wasn’t. The last couple of nights, I heard a loud motor and wasn’t sure if it was on the ground or in the sky. So I was a little...
4/19/25
It’s here! The tester is in Port Richey and out for delivery, and I can begin step 2 out of 5. Hopefully, there will be no technical issues or delays. Tonight and tomorrow night, I will be sleep...
4/18/25
In bed while Tom is out donating, and feeling shitty as ever. I slept so badly and my fatigue is off the charts. I think if it weren’t for the fact that the test is coming tomorrow, I would be e...
4/17/25
Slept better last night. Of course, I had to get up to pee, and then I had a coughing fit when I got a tickle in my throat. I didn’t take anything before or during my sleep, though. Yesterday’s...
4/16/25
Had better energy yesterday, but today I’m exhausted because my sleep got broken up again. In less than four hours, I’ll have my virtual appointment with one of Circle Medical’s primary care doc...
4/15/25
I said I would leave Pinterest if they continued to steal my pins even with a private account. Well, after a decade, I just did! I turned the account back to public, and they can take whatever t...
4/13/25
It’s nice to be able to sprinkle this entry with some good and interesting news on top of the usual health woes I’ve been whining about for a while now. Yes, I’m still struggling with fatigue, t...
4/12/25
Whoa, back-to-back mystery girl dreams. I somehow learned that she collected dolls, particularly designer Barbies like the ones I used to have. Somehow, I get the feeling that isn’t the case in ...
4/11/25
If the Honker went straight home and didn’t stop anywhere in the US to visit anyone along the way, he’s just in time for a 36° snowstorm. LMAO. I’m back to being psychic in a neutral or a bad w...
4/9/25
Last night was long, exhausting, and left me feeling totally hopeless. Today, I am a little better after sleeping a whopping 9 hours and 15 minutes. I must have really needed the sleep, but I’m ...
4/8/25
I am so fucking frustrated that I have the overwhelming urge to beat my head into the wall, pull my hair out of my head, or do something. Yesterday was a great day. I had wonderful energy that l...
4/7/25
I’m so tired of selfish people and one-sided conversations; I really am. The kind where someone says something or shares a picture and you comment and ask questions, and then you do the same and...
4/6/25
It WAS a dream premonition. Thank you, honker, for turning that dream into a reality after all and leaving before the 20th! Yeah, the trailer is here, the motorcycle has been loaded, and it shou...
Book Description
Written in my 50s and 60s. I lived in California and Florida during this time.