I hate incompetent people! in 2020s

Figured I’d go back to regular titles as opposed to dates.

My dentist appointment went well. Got to go back in 4 months. It would still help a lot if some of the foreigners coming into the country would practice adopting our accent as well, so I don’t have to keep asking them over and over again what the fuck they’re saying, especially when it comes to dealing with my health.

I got up to find Tom had already crashed, even though it wasn’t 9:00 yet. I’ve pointed this out to him, but I don’t think he sees the pattern I see. He stays up later when I get up in the late afternoon and crashes earlier when I get up in the early evening so as to see to it that I’m not alone as much (because of the anxiety I’ve had over the sleep issues).

But there was an email from him that didn’t surprise me in the least. I knew this would happen. I just knew it. Both the CPAP company and Circle are fucking up. He called the CPAP people, and they said they didn’t get the fax due to issues with their fax machine. So he contacted Circle, and they said they couldn’t provide the copy he wanted, but they did get a message saying that the fax didn’t go through. And they didn’t even have the decency to tell us and try to get it to go through again because?!…

So they said they refaxed it, but by the time all was said and done, the CPAP company was closed. Again, it doesn’t surprise me in the least if there really is a curse on my sleep, as I suspect there has been for most of my life. Why would it hasten up anything that could help it? It makes no sense, though, that they can’t give us a copy of the prescription. What am I supposed to do in the future when I eventually need a new machine? Go through the same cycle of bullshit?

Had the usual bad dreams and nightmares. I lived alone in a tiny apartment on the ground floor. I was going to go out to some pool, lake, or beach with a friend. I somehow locked the door with my key still inside and started freaking out and screaming, “What do I do?! What do I do?! What do I do?! What do I do?!” I woke up as I was screaming this. 😬

In the second dream, I was staying wherever and facing homelessness because I couldn’t stay there forever, and I was missing the hell out of Tom. I don’t think he was dead, though. I think he dumped me. 🙁

As for Jade, every time I get close to being pretty sure she really is haunted, I’m not sure what to think.

Had to lie down before finishing this entry because I’m so tired and winded. Fuck this fucking bullshit! It shouldn’t take over half a year to get back on a fucking CPAP! My brain and body can only take so much more oxygen deprivation before they give out. These people and their fucking incompetency are gonna end up killing me if they don’t get their shit together soon.

Did another EMF test on both Joy and Jade. Twice, I asked Joy to light up if anything dwelt within her and got nothing, but Jade gave me a quick blink. I guess if you asked me, on a scale of one to 10, how convinced I was that something does indeed dwell within Jade, I would say I was somewhere between a 7 and an 8.