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This is quick since I’m tired and sick. I’m in a new relationship but I feel like I’ll ruin it. I’m scared. I’m terrified. I feel ugly. And fat and I dont know what to say or when to. And I keep ...
Another day, another girl group
I am regretting getting into kpop. They aren’t kidding when they say the market is oversaturated, so many groups are debuting it’s hard to keep track. I naturally like nugu (basically groups who ...
Repeat
I dont know what I did wrong this time
Storytime
There once was a rabbit, her name was bunny. Bunny was a energetic rabbit who liked making new friends and hanging out with the ones she already had. One day, she met a very fuzzy wolf. This wolf...
Disappointment
You can save someone’s life and they can still stab you in the back
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It’s a french toast type of morning
Bad thoughts
Today I had a bad thought well last night. That Calin, was dating my friend. I dont know where that thought came from but it makes me cry. I cried and I felt like throwing up due to the sheer amo...
Sick sick sick
I had soup for breakfast and friends potatoes! I had four chicken nuggets and maybe nine french fries for lunch. I’m full and sicky, but I rested. It was bad today as I found myself arguing with ...
Acne
I’m getting body acne and its terrible
Not fair
I hate it.im constantly doubting myself I feel all alone. I’m making Calin a mixtape for his bday and poetry. I feel sad doing it but…I want to be a good…friend and he was cold to me. I felt like...
Heartbreak
It was weeks ago when John tried to be friends again. Everyone was right about him. He just used me. I cried after hating him because it felt like I really wasn’t good enough. We where best frie...
Sick
I’m sick today, I wanna take a shower so bad but I have to do stuff…might as well write today’s entry. 900 youtube subs I’m soooo happy!! Ecstatic really. I’m still alone though, I feel sad bein...
Oven baked grilled cheese
I’m going to go make that. But anyway, I’ve written 24k words. Nearly a year of planning, a YEAR of waiting, a year. I’m almost there now. I’ve looked and I have nineteen days left. I’m excited, ...
Relaxing days
Yesterday I watched a video about the last bronycon and I felt nostalgic. I used to be into my little pony from ages 3? Then 8 to 11 and i used to watch all the briny videos. I just liked it and ...
Cravings
I slept for three hours after that entry I believe. I had a salad for dinner and in craving another. And chips and cheese. I’ll wait until its 6am, about three hours if you round the next two and...
Senior year
I took my pictures for senior year today, it felt okay and took maybe 30 minutes. I’m exhausted so I wanna rest a bit.
General stuff
Yesterday we had a barbecue. I stayed in bed the entire time. We went to my grandmother’s and she instantly started to say I’m too skinny while my mother sighed. I lost a few pounds and now I’m a...
Its stupid to be sad about it
But I really still have feelings for Calin. I know he doesn’t have anymore, I dont think he ever did. And it really hurts me because I thought that he did. So I, i dont know. I cry about it alot....
Breakup
I had a nightmare about it and I can’t sleep. I felt like crying, my chest hurts abs I feel like sobbing. It was so real, I had to check my dms to make sure it wasn’t. I miss Calin, I try my best...
Weki Meki: Oopsy Review
I decided to do this to try and keep my mood up by reviewing one of my fav girl groups! I have to be honest, I feel like Oopsy is tied with Crush for my least favorite title track. I really thin...
Rest day
Everyone left the house today to go clean my mom’s boyfriend’s family salon for cash. I stayed as I’ve been sick with a cold and I just needed to stay by myself. I cleaned and it made me feel at ...
Scars
Last night I lost it. Mom and I had a incident and she accudnelty pushed my face in a cabinet, said everyone hates my personality and the way I act. In retaliation, I destroyed my thighs. They ar...
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I tried to purge yesterday
Harajuku
I watched this short documentary on the “dark side” of harajuku and I really liked it. I was suprised I avoided watching it for so long it was really good. Anyways I had someone flag or something...
Over a year
I’ve had this account for over a year and it still amazes me. I’m proud of myself for writing even if it wasnt day to day.
Book Description
My diary from 2020 to 2021
