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Dark hour

by No1

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January 03, 2022

Grades

Grades just came out I think it’s safe to say that my seat of being the family disappointment is secured Why do grades determine our worth? I suck at school, only thing I’m good at is art That...


November 12, 2021

The way I feel today

I have never felt more out of place Like I do today I feel this humongous weight On top of my chest Making me unable to breath I feel like I can’t leave


November 12, 2021

Never the one

I am never the one with the beautiful smile Or amazing body Never the one that can make others laugh Never the one to make others smile Especially never the one to have something beautiful last...


April 02, 2020

What’s wrong with me

Whats wrong with me? Every time I try to change it never goes well I always go to my same habits If I don’t hurt myself with a blade I do it by boxing without gloves or the wrap to make my knuck...


April 02, 2020

Everyday nightmare

Everyday is a living hell. I am always living a constant reminder. Wondering why did you have to do this to me? I thought we were family? But I guess that didn’t matter at all. You still did it t...


September 09, 2019

Now it’s my time

Why is the world against me? It feels like the world and I are in a ring The world is throwing every punch at me that I can’t catch or dodge The world is making me scared to talk and fight back T...


September 03, 2019

My apology letter #2

Dear Mom and dad, I’m sorry for not being the perfect daughter. I’m sorry for not being how you want me to be. I know I’m a disappointment and embarrassment. You have every right to not want me a...


September 03, 2019

Hate

I hate feeling like this. I’m mentally weak. I can’t ever hurt anyone. If I do I regret it even if they may have deserved it. I’m a coward that’s what I am. Sometimes I wish I was better. Honestl...


September 03, 2019

My apology letter #1

Dear J, I’m sorry I wasn’t enough. Forgive me for I am the reason why you feel lost. You had every right to leave, to want a break. I wasn’t worth it because I wasn’t perfect. Go follow your dre...


August 20, 2019

Dreadful

Sometimes I feel like I don’t matter at all. I just want it all to be gone. Wishing I wasn’t even here at all. Wondering why do I feel so small. Thinking why everyone is so tall. Pondering if I...


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I will be posting my sad poems or thoughts