Hate in Dark hour

I hate feeling like this.
I’m mentally weak.
I can’t ever hurt anyone.
If I do I regret it even if they may have deserved it.
I’m a coward that’s what I am.
Sometimes I wish I was better.
Honestly I wish that all the time.
Tomorrow I will go back to school and face the people that make fun of me.
Me being me will say and do nothing.
I will just let it be.
Because saying nothing is better right?
Right?