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I left my skin on the floor...
Blue balls, green balls, purple balls… You guys know what I’m talking about. Racquetballs! Still not feeling much like writing, but in need of some amusement and nostalgia often serves that purpo...
Dingle-berries in the Breeze
Harken back to the olden days! Not feeling it lately with all that’s going on with me. I needed some amusement so went full on nostalgia mode and read some old od entries. My doppelganger on th...
Trying to stay alive; a futile pursuit.
Took that picture yesterday. Metaphorically and literally… I’m not sure where this road goes… I was going to post about possibly being away for a few days because I was going to see a holistic ...
Slipping into Neutral on a Slope
I don’t like posting stuff like this, but sometimes my brain is just so cluttered with stress, I need to just talk and pour things out. This is an update to my 1st entry on here entitled: [The A...
Real EVP Unknowingly Captured on Movie Set!
I think this is pretty cool & I’ll include some bts shots to give you guys an exclusive inside look. While editing audio in a scene from our new short horror film “The Shop”. I discovered a ...
Siggraph & HD Party Mode - A Reflection
Oh sure you can learn about me by checking out my “books” on here and try to figure out what makes me tick, but every so often I’m going to repost an old od entry and update it for the sake of no...
I, Zombie - The Day I Died
March 18, 2014. The day I died (twice). Death is an interesting topic, I’ve always been around it, fascinated by it and educated myself on the subject, but what happened on this day… I could not...
A Measure of Intelligence & Mental Kung-Fu
I deplore the question: Is the glass half empty or half full? For major depression; I’ve seen a few psychologists in my life and two psychiatrists. Useless, the lot of them! Each one ALWAYS as...
Denny's - Restaurant of Turds - A Rant
Please use this quasi-long-winded rant as a educational tool. Expect nothing of substance, but pay close attention because it’s all very important! In college, when you’re with your friends, and...
Uncooked Iguana’s and Purple Mustard.
Cheese and sympathy are 4 things I don’t need. Earlier, I saw this iguana. I bent down to one knee, then two, then on my stomach to get a closer view. He was fairly high up in a tree so that wa...
Pug Therapy… It’s a Thing!
(Warning: adorably cute and “awe” inducing pics inside). Sir Puddlesworth — My buddy! I’ve clinically suffered with major depression since I was a preteen and there’s been one constant in my lif...
Randeliciously Random & Metaphorically Morbid
Howdy, So, have you ever been a member of the former site: Open Diary? It was before there were bloggers & vloggers & cloggers & whatever the hell is going on now. I was a long time...
The Absenteeism of Me & Regularity
Spring has sprung despite the power of a nice macro lens. I’m hoping this posts in the appropriate area, I’m sort of new to Prosebox, having not found a permanent online writing home since Open ...
Book Description
If / when I write any “normal” entries they will appear here. By and large however you will find nonsensical random nothings and interpretative, yet cognitive outlandish hogwash; at least… that’s my intention.
So let me ask: Have you ever been a member of the former site: Open Diary? It was before there were bloggers & vloggers & cloggers & whatever the hell is going on now. I was a long time member, myself. Allow me to explain.
My friend asked me to join. Now I personally despise writing a diary, so I had to write the anti-diary. That is to say; I’d write entries, but I would use a lot of metaphors & often metaphors on top of metaphors. It would be so random & bizarre that the only person that would fathom what I was writing was my friend & he did the same thing; only with a lot of spelling errors. We would leave equally confusing notes on other diarist’s entries receiving tens of thousands of comments in return. Over the years, I had accrued an incredible audience (dare I say ‘fanbase’?) Comments were largely complimentary and it fueled the flame to write despite the rejection letters I had received at the time from publishers). If so many people were truly enjoying my words and each day someone new would sign up to read regularly… maybe I was onto something; maybe these publishers weren’t the end all be all of my writing career.
Currently dealing with life or death health issues and the depression and feelings of failure associated with being unable to work or care for myself; I guess I’m here to recapture the feeling of a bygone era.
For more information on my health struggles… please continue to read about me here as well as here:
HTTPS://WWW.GOFUNDME.COM/JAYEERYK
If you choose to read me at all ; welcome! Feel free to comment. I’m glad you’re here! I can only make you one promise… you shall not be bored. Anything goes, Enjoy.
