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Yesterday I went for a walk with Bruce and her girlfriend. I haven’t met her yet, she’s really nice. There were covid police there and they were appropriately wearing brownshirts. We are only all...

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The danger is real but I don’t have to be in fear. I don’t know how to navigate these end times. Those who connect to spirit will be taken care of. People have to be asleep so we know what awake ...

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Canadian government lawyers have no evidence of con-19 to produce in court. This whole thing is a hoax. Pastor James Coates has his court date on May 3rd and the corrupt courts granted the govern...

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My day was fine until I became irritable in an instant. What set it off was the street parking situation here at my mothers. I suppose the feelings are all bubbling up of not having a spot. I’m s...

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Germ theory is pseudoscience. Contagion is a myth. They’re not proven theories. Terrain theory refutes germ theory but that is not an easy conversation to have right now. I don’t know what paradi...

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I’m learning about how it all fits together. How the ancient occult evolved into the monetary and political systems that we have today. At the bottom of the rabbit hole I found our heritage. I’m ...

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Yesterday my mother and I went on a little hike at a national park not too far from us. It was nice to spend time with her like that. I mean, I am staying with her until the end of the month but ...

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There is a reason why kids cannot smoke, drink, drive, have sex, vote or die for their countries and that is because they lack the capacity to understand those decisions and that understanding sh...

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I think I’m catching on to the caBaals occult black magic. They need to traumatize the masses for a ritual. Prince Phillip is reported to have died at the age of 99 years and 9 months on the 99th...

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May 1st feels too far away. I just want to be reunited with my computer. Sleeping in my own bed. Cooking in a kitchen that I don’t have to fight to use. Having somewhere to put my clothes. I won’...

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Toni and I signed our lease yesterday. We get the place for May 1st. We thought that we would be allowed to move in two weeks early but our caretaker decided to let the previous tenants move out...

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Tomorrow Toni and I are going to window shop at IKEA. I am finally starting to get hyped about the apartment. I am trying to feel hyped about work also because it’s going well but I have that dam...

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After learning that my car payments were done Toni called me to let me know that we got approved for the apartment. The lease starts on May 1st but as soon as it’s ready he will let us move in. I...

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Well, at the end of my previous entry I said that my budget was too tight. Shortly after that I noticed that my car payment wasn’t taken. That is because the loan is paid off. I wasn’t keeping tr...

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My sister’s husband came home early and it was just too awkward there to wait it out until the first so I made my move to my mothers yesterday. It was super rough trying to do it while they were ...

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I am upset that I am upset. All of the changes in my life are positive ones. I suppose I am overwhelmed with all that I have to sort out. I was triggered yesterday morning when I woke up and saw ...

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I self-sabotaged again. I have a little pile of important things I need to do to start getting my life together. I have to face the music, so to speak. I need to face the good, bad and ugliness o...

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I’m feeling a little vulnerable. Delicate? Things are happening too fast. Not fast enough at the same time. I’m trying to keep my cool. I’m only three weeks into my new job. I still have nerves a...

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Just over a year ago, I was curious about my orgasms because I remember having them way before I hit puberty. I came across a term called coregasm which has a lot to do with the PC muscles and th...

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Happy New Year. I just remembered that March is the real beginning of a new year. September even has sept=seven in the name. Today is the spring equinox. Twelve hours of day and twelve hours of n...

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The rabbit is not deep at all. It’s very shallow. Everything is in plain sight, our eyes are just wide shut. At some point, we have been conditioned to not trust what we see with our own eyes. Si...

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Toni and I decided against the apartment we looked at the other day. The suite was nice. I liked it. The rest of the building had crackhouse vibes. We also suspect there is an insect problem. The...

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I managed to hype myself up a bit about moving out of this house after my entry last night. That carried on to this morning. That little apartment is still available, Toni and I might be viewing ...

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Toni got excited when I told her that I was being kicked out. Only because it was time to be serious about looking for a place together. I just got off the phone with her, she is also upset at my...

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I don’t know what I was expecting but waking up really sucks today. It’s a mix of things. Daylight savings, it’s Monday, I have this battle every workday because I haven’t adjusted to these early...

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