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My weekend was long and full of terrors. My body went into detox over the weekend, the flu. On days 1 & 2 I had a headache, sore throat, a fever, and a neverending runny nose. Days 2 & 4 ...

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My brother called me on Friday and I managed to convince him to go to rehab for his alcoholism. I stayed on the phone with him yesterday while he waited in the hospital to see if he could detox f...

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I got to enjoy an anxiety attack throughout my entire class yesterday evening. It did not have anything to do with the class. I had an intense day at work. I started some drama at work again. Th...

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I barely made it to my optometrist appointment yesterday. Damn, my eye doctor had quite the makeover—Mohawk, piercings, and tattoos up to his throat. Neck tattoos are so sexy. He had a picture of...

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Every night, the same dream, and every morning, the same nightmare. At this moment I feel like I can relate to Wanda Maximoff from the recent Dr. Strange movie. I just dreamt that I was tucking m...

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I managed to get myself a little flustered. I said the quiet part out loud. Well, I texted the quiet part out loud. I know that my procrastination is a response to fear. Fear boils down to contro...

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What an atrocious day. It was a rough start at work. The work wasn’t rough at all it was just my coworkers. I mentioned that my hand was breaking out into eczema and Kim decided to complain that ...

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Oops, I did it again. I am procrastinating pretty hard. I had a week to study all the material I learned to prepare for our first test next week and I saved it all for today. I did everything exc...

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Oops! I did it again. I spent how many entries complaining about how I need a break from being social? Class was cancelled yesterday, I was looking forward to having a lot of time to study before...

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I’m burned out and it caught up with me today. I left work early so I could spend the rest of the day in bed. It’s out of character but I had to admit defeat. My mind and body need rest. Last nig...

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Yesterday morning I saw that my roommate had her got-my-life-right smoothie prepped for the start of her day. When she got home later in the evening, she told me that she is quitting alcohol inde...

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I finally had the talk with my roommate about her drinking. When I got home from my evening class yesterday she opened up to me about what has been going on with her. I speculated in the previous...

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My anxiety is flaring up right now. My roommate, something is going on with her. I heard her crying and whimpering to somebody over the phone this morning on the balcony. I suspect that she is ha...

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It’s one in the morning and I’m usually asleep but the neighbours above me are being cluster b creeps. Yesterday evening, while I was still alone, a woman started banging on all the doors in our ...

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My manifesting got worse. I kept it to myself because I didn’t want the thought out in the universe but I borrowed a pan from my grandmother to make angel food cake and she told me that I could r...

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I’m starting to feel spread thin again with my time. That is my own fault of course. I have a four-day weekend and I don’t have any time set aside for myself. Well, on Monday I do. So far. I need...

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My sister is in town this weekend. She will be staying with me at my apartment. I’m pretty excited. I miss her a lot. She’s on my mind frequently. She is only two hours away but it feels like she...

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I know that I sound like a broken record which is just evidence that I need something to change. Most days it doesn’t bother me but when it does… it does. I’m not here for my roommates bullshit. ...

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My mini nervous breakdown was embarrassing. If I got through the last couple of years as a medical heretic during that transfer of wealth which took everything from me then I can get through grad...

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I have been fighting with this booklet all morning. It’s been over seven hours and I’m just not getting it. I haven’t even made it to what we learned on Tuesday. Is this how I am going to feel fr...

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I switched my shifts around so that I can be off tomorrow. I will have the entire day to study before my evening class. It’s not like I have a test or exam, I don’t understand why my anxiety has ...

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It’s like taking a fitness class or seeing a fitness trainer when you haven’t done any training in years and learning that you’re just doing the warmup after you’ve already given it your all. Tha...

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Terrain I have a problem with procrastination and avoidance. I put off going back to school for over a decade. To be fair, I did not have a career path that I wanted to pursue. I found my passion...

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I went to bed angry last night. I was mostly angry that I was angry. I worked a full week, plus my classes, and this apartment/living situation feels like a second job. That started to sink in be...

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I laid down on the couch to close my eyes for a couple of minutes after my shift. Seven hours later I woke up to my roommate coming home. So, that happened. I am not drinking coffee at midnight. ...

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