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My tone sucks. My tone of voice sucks. Why does my tone of voice never reflect what I’m saying? People tend to ask me all the time if I’m being serious. Are you serious? Or are you being sarcasti...

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I’m confused. I look at myself and I see that I’m not happy. I haven’t been in a very very long long time. That’s awfully scary. To think that I’ve just been putting up with it all this time. I d...

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Where is the depression coming from? I will say that there has been a vast improvement since adjusting my meds. Which has been so wonderful. I feel unappreciated. I feel like I’m less than human....

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how? just how did I end up so pathetic and alone? I'm so very sick of feeling lonely. I have no friends left. I threw them all away. and for what? why? why did I do that? don't I value anyone? di...

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I'm missing you. It's been 12 years. I still remember your smile. I still remember your voice. I still remember how I felt when I found out you were dead.

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I figured out why it's just so easy to not care what people think about me. It's because nobody really cares about me anyway. I don't think most people know my name let alone care about me at all...

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I think that I need a good cry. I have nothing to cry about. I just feel like crying. I think it's ok to cry. I like doing it sometimes. What I mean is, when I watch emotional movies, and things ...

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I feel ugly. Oh so ugly. None of my clothes fit me any more. Because I keep gaining weight. I can't seem to stop it. I haven't been to the gym in over 2 weeks because of how sick I was, but even ...

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I'm not even sure that I can articulate my feelings right now. I hurt my back on Monday, and the pain was so freaking bad that I was laying in my bed wishing myself dead. And that didn't strike m...

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Here's that list you've been asking for. List of all of the people that you can count on and/or trust: 1. Yourself That is all.

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