22:21 in My last days on earth

Thought I’d distract myself by watching tv. Can’t find the remote, typical!
Had another two vodka, lemonades and actually finished most of my tea which I’d left in the oven. Happy that I’ll have a bit of energy for tomorrow.
Got a message from Y asking me to message C! Apparently she’s sorry if it brings back memory’s but she is going through what I went through with S.
Actually felt good telling her to report it before it’s too late to be believed. I did it without a tear, like I was somehow detached from the situation, maybe the alcohol has numbed me or maybe I don’t give a shit anymore.
My mum rang, I told her I need a babysitter for New Year’s Eve, she said she’s working so hopefully my sister will have the children.