keep your godamn hands off me. in 2007: March 1: transferred fom FOD

  • Dec. 9, 2019, 10:17 p.m.
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so this is something. that happened last wk. but i’m behind. [well. clearly as it happened ‘last wk.]. and this btw. is something that constitutes as a ‘real problem’ even though. nothing much happened. but my fear after is. a real problem.
um so. yall remember me mentioning mr. rob? whose name is actually joe, apparently? yeah i’ve mentioned him a few times i see him every few wks. anyway so last wk. when i was waiting for my ride. i heard him exiting the store - he was talking to someone else. and i turned to say ‘hi’ to him we got to talking and then. he casually touched me...........and. no. to men everywhere: unless the woman is a friend/family member. or yall are dating. no. do not. touch a woman. or if it’s actually part of your volunteer/paying job. i don’t fukin care. if it was casual or not. and if i somehow unintentionally gave him the ok...........the go-ahead to do that. then i certainly never meant to...........i won’t even touch most people i do know. bc. i don’t know if they’ll be ok w/ it. or not. yes it was cold which. i think is why he did it. but i............regardless. he had no right. to do that. and while i didn’t say, anything after.........right away i drew back.
yeah um on fri. i textmailed my friend Mark about it only.......apparently the text didn’t go through. someone who is a cool lady that’s on here and also fb. knows so. however. i didn’t see him today and thank god. mr. rob that is. but god i was paranoid. yeah i was sitting waiting for my ride. and every time someone approached i tensed up. ptsd is exhuasting. it’s like having ptsd all over again. oh wait.
i know i’ve left out some details a few. but it’s been kindof a hard day for me so. along w/ long. thank you for understanding. why i’ve not said more. about this.


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