Bad dream in just testing

I don’t want to even get into the gruesome details of it but it had to do with a child sex ring.

Sometimes my dreams are like movies so I’m basically watching a girl (kid) get kidnapped i don’t really remember how but the guys kept jet in a room and let gross old men have sex with her.

I don’t think she even knew what was happening and didn’t really fight it. And basically it’s like no one ever looked for her, or at least no one ever found her and she kind of got conditioned to this and basically became a prostitute.

Well not really cause she basically allowed me to have sex with her to keep her room. Ifshe didn’t do it they’d kick her out of the streets and i don’t know why but she didn’t feel she had anyone outside and just succumbed that this was her life.

What’s worse is then they had her taking little girls and basically conditioning them to do this. She would drop a little girl off at a gross old man’s door. Sometimes multiple men in one place. And the girl would do what they said. LITTLE girls.

I don’t know why my mind would dream this.

And when i woke up i was like, why didn’t they fight? Why didn’t they scream. Why were they so complacent?

I think about Emma who is so loud and bossy. Everything has to be her way.

But when you’re taken by a stranger and you’re unsure. Maybe you’re made to believe you have no choice.

Ive never been molested or touched inappropriately.

One Male cousin may have attempted but luckily his mom walked in. I think he wanted to kiss me, not full on rape me, but i was too young to see where he was headed and when his mom (who was babysitting us) walked in he got dragged to the bathroom and beat.

But i didn’t scream, i wasn’t afraid because i had no idea what his intentions were. Would i have fought back if he did? He was my cousin. Sometimes in those situations you don’t know who is gonna get in trouble, you or them, especially from some one else’s parents.

I wasn’t alone alone when i was really young. Once i was school age there was always after school programs. I don’t think i walked home alone till i was 10 and I’d like to believe i knew enough to scream I’d someone attempted anything at that age

ANYWAY point is, it was an awful dream i don’t know why i had it, and what’s worse is this is probably some ones story.

Im sure there’s people who were molested and used for sex from a young age, and were then made to mold others.

It’s unimaginably gross and i hope it leaves my mind.