migraine or my attitude in Second 1st

Weds. night after working on characters I started getting a headache. I went ahead and tool whatever the DR. had given me for a migraine. It didn’t touch it. After an hour or so I took 4 ibuprofen and went to bed. When I woke in the morning it wasn’t any better and I sat here in front of the computer in the dark. I took more ibuprofen and it calmed down in about an hour. I went on with my day.....While I was down at the hospital with mom (all went well no worries so far) it started to come back. Mom practically begged me to go home because I had forgotten my little bottle of meds. So I did..... got home took more ibuprofen. It didn’t help.... Rocky and I went to eat Mexican for dinner. Neither one of us ate much.

We were actually both kinda cranky? I don’t know .... he said I was trying to argue and talking way to loud.... I also thought he was trying to argue so I don’t know..... it’s happening a ton lately.... like every time we talk about anything. It’s really getting stupid .... like He may have left a tool outside on the back porch and mention “I need to bring the sander back in” first off why mention it why not just do it? Then I’ll say “yeah, we really need to clean up the back porch.” and he will get a little louder and a bit snappy “No, it’s going to rain soon.” as if either of those things actually matter..... but that I was wrong.... and when I point it out I somehow interrupted what he was saying. Even though he had clearly stopped talking. It really feels like he’s just looking for something to fight about from here. He could have just gotten whatever off the deck OR just agreed “yup, we should clean”..... either would have the outcome of the sander being inside.

I guess on the other side of that I don’t need to say anything either..... but if I wait he say “did you hear me?” or says it louder like I didn’t. Like he needs a response in order to succeed at doing the thing at all..... whatever it may be.

Today, will be the first day I have to go to work with a migraine. I’ve tried to get rid of it when I got home yesterday. I took a cool shower and went to bed at like 6.... and it’s still here with me. I took more meds this morning but it’s not doing much. I expect I’ll need everything I’ve got today. sigh