I think i love you in The Things I Write When My Mind Won't Sleep

I think I love you. this might be a problem because I don’t think you love me too. I of course love you as a friend, ive never had someone as close to me as you are, but I think I love you in another way too. and thats scary to me, ive never loved someone like this before. Im sad when youre gone, i miss you if I go a day without talking to you, i get jealous when you talk about other girls, i get scared when you seem upset, you mean more to me than myself. you made me really upset today, but i couldnt find the strenghth within myself to get angry. I dont necessarily think youre beautiful, but you are attractive, i think im broken in that regard. but who you are, and the way you care, even when you act like you dont, i love it. you support me through everything, even the really really hard things. im sorry i hurt you and put this on you, you dont deserve what i told you. and im glad we made up, and i miss you and youve been gone for 8 hours. this is a big problem, this love i have