Locked and loaded. in Bittersweet

I prob wont check in tomorrow.
My booth is halfway set up, Security on site, so i left my stuff. Set up my photobooth. Come to find out the people running the show didnt know about it? What? I was told they okayed it and now i feel really uncomfortable about it. And even more uncomforable to ask the lady who asked me to do it. If the heads didnt know…
Anyway Its set up. Im really wishing i had someone to go with me. I hate doing these things alone. I cant pee all day or anything if no one is with me. If im bringing camera gear to do a photobooth, i cant leave 3K worth of camera gear sitting on the table or under it to pee. Or ill miss sales and that bums me out too.
I love doing these but im so nervous about them. SOOO nervous.
I forgot my table cloths and couldent set anything up on my table. I felt like such a dumbass showing up ahead of time and cant set up. Its ok, its fine. Im really stressing this can you tell…
I love going, so i dont know why im stressing so much… Ive done them before. I think it all boils down to doing them alone.