rocky &WM/hiring mower/sick in public in Second 1st

This morning I woke fine. I did do 3am Justin’s and go back to bed.... and 5 ams and went back to bed.... then 7ams.... and with those 3 I was already at $5.00 with a daily goal of 10.00 I was pretty happy with that.

Rocky had gotten 2 phone calls just before he got up. First at just after 5 and the second only like 15 mins later. First one was Wal-mart freaking out because the other opener called in “sick” and Rocky wasn’t there. Second one was them trying to get a deeper explanation of why he wasn’t there. Let’s see.... He had put in an availability change the 27th.... went in to check on it and was told it had been approved the first. Called to check his schedule the 8th and told to talk to “Eric” because he was on the schedule for Saturday. Went up there to get groceries and talk to “Eric” the 9th. Eric brushed Rocky off a bit and said he was in a meeting.... while Rocky was in his office along with another lady. Rocky was on vacation and honestly didn’t care.... he told Eric “Hey man you’ve got me on the schedule and my availability has changed. I can’t work Saturday. I can only work Monday and Tuesday here” .... Eric “We need 3 weeks notice. You’ll have to work it this week” Rocky ” Man, you can change the schedule or you can point me out, either way I’m not going to be here on Saturday”..... So they were more than warned. All he HAD to do was change his availability.... and funny policy states 2 week notice to quit but Mr. thinks you have to put in a 3 week for a schedule change.... no sir.... So that happened. We will see how far they want to go with it. Rocky’s already thinking about getting another part time job if he no longer works there on Monday. He will be incommunicado the rest of the weekend.

Even though we have been seriously talking about paying these loans down two stupid things have happened. The least interesting is me being lazy...... I have the money .... I have a small pile of bills under my keyboard (not effecting typing yet cause it’s not that big) and the inability to let the money go. I’m so scared and worried.... after Tuesday.... after Tuesday I’ll pay it. Like Tuesday is going to be any better. I mean if the assessment is good and I go back I’m going to be calling out all the time again because I just won’t be able to do it.... like I shouldn’t have today (in the next entry). Second thing is we are going to hire someone to mow the lawn. I can’t do it..... and with Rocky working a full time and part time job I can’t ask him to. We tired to fit in through these last 4 days and never found time or it was just too damn hot. Really the problem is that Rocky won’t get up early enough to make it easier on himself. So we are going to pay a $75 stupid tax to start and $45 every 2 weeks to keep it cut.... for what the next 3 months or so? .... I’m going to hate spending it because it’s something we can do. Also, I’m going to have to actually make Rocky a list of things he has to accomplish with his 2 days off because now it’s super unfair. Not like I”m paying a maid to do my part.

Rocky gave me a list of things to get at WM today.... and if I could go to Sam’s too that would be great. Please go to Wm first though because if you can’t do both today I’d rather have these things..... cool.

I made a whole schedule for myself and it had a kink because of a meet that hasn’t happened yet today. One of those people who says “after ___(event here)” but can’t give a time and event never happens..... she’s on her second round “this afternoon” “got a time” “not yet” cool.... I’ve managed to get things done though aside from the trip to Sam’s..... and my day is done.

I went to WM and as soon as I parked the car I knew it wasn’t going to go well but I didn’t imagine it would go as bad as it did. The place was very busy as I’m sure it always is at 1:30.... I always go way earlier to avoid this.... though honestly not entirely sure what I avoided till now. It was a long walk in and by the time I made it to the door I already needed a break. That section across the road part of a parking lot always gets me. I find myself trying to move faster than my body wants me to go because I hate being the hold up for someones getting on with their day. I just do my best to rush across. I pay for it as my head is spinning a bit by the time I get to the other side. So I stood there to let it calm. I had to do that 3 times in the store.... and ultimately I had to spend 15 mins on the bathroom floor. Yup, it happened. I got all the groceries in the cart. I was honestly ready to check out. I had stopped to clear my head right before I scanned my things in self check out and as I walked out I had to bee line to the restroom. Thankfully no one took off with my paid for groceries because I was worried about that. On a public bathroom floor throwing up, my head in a public toilet and I was worried someone would steal my groceries...... came home put away groceries and laid down for 2 hours. Luckily I managed to not get any ON me or in my hair! so the bed was the second thing I wanted to do (first being some mouth wash).

So, apparently I can’t wash my hair and go to WalMart at a busy time without emergency medicines in the same day. Lesson learned but.... well… there goes hope of working soon. I mean that’s how I feel about it. Now.... if you don’t mind there is one more entry in this brain that must be posted then I’m going back to sleep for the night.... it’s only 5:30 but yes .... screw “meet this afternoon but I don’t know when” lady. I don’t have to care right?