yesterdays DR visit. in Second 1st

Took me 3 days (between ins and outs) but I finished it. Using nothing but entries I deduced dates for everything and it’s up to date (see last entry) and in one spot here.

Went to the doctor yesterday and though not in the words I heard he said them much more nicely than I would have said them to someone lol.... When it came to me not taking the mecklizine he said he’d rather have me taking that 2-3 times a day than the zofran for sure and “You know your body best”which to me translated to “Why did you just suffer for 2 months for no reason, silly girl”..... and I cried in relief.... he even said “there is a pharmacy on floor 2 that has some if you’d like to get some when you leave here.... and we did.

He explained why his place didn’t call and said “I don’t know them from Adam”when it came to the place I went. That he’s more than happy if I”d like to keep going there but he knows the guys at Pi Data Phi are experts and would like an assessment done there before he releases me to work or not. .... So… I’m off and don’t know when I go back because we have to schedule for that. He said if they don’t call within a week to contact him and he will see what he can do.

I have to call the STD place today.... and I don’t want to because I don’t have a date. Seems silly but I have to. I’ll still go to vestibular Therapy as I have scheduled with Rob but Friday is going to suck when I have to tell him that my doctor doesn’t know him or really care about his opinion..... I’ll think of an easier way to tell him but… that…

The fog is a bit lifted this morning.... taking meck again will be sooo much better. I don’t feel as messed up as usual. That all came because the lady at the testing in April said it was slowing down my ability to compensate. Anyways....

If his people say I’m not doing well.... and that going back to work is not a thing than we are going to go through with surgery! UGH.

I’m not going to be looking forward to that for sure