Be Brave in Year 24

So I've been wondering how to begin a relationship, something that's going to last. Well I've been afraid to put myself out there. With the last few guys I've been with it has been a disaster. I've been walked all over and treated like shit. Well, at the beginning of the year I noticed a guy from my past that I hadn't talked to in like 7-8 years was on Facebook. So I added him, and I wanted to message him. So bad! I'd get nervous whenever I thought about it. So finally, one night, I did. And we talked and everything was good. I gave him my number and he texted me the next night. We talked all week and then by the weekend I had invited him to come and visit me. And he accepted. I was so nervous all day. My heart was beating fast. My stomach turned, I began to wonder what "butterflies" in your tummy really was. He got here and we went to a hockey game, then we went for drinks and it was so nice to talk to him and then we went back to my house and that's where the magic happened. Okay not really. But we got into my bed and started kissing. He said "I can't believe this is happening" and how happy he was that I had contacted him. I tried to unbutton his pants and he said he was so nervous. Which I thought was adorable. So I left it and we didn't have sex. I wanted to give him a nice blow job but that can wait til next time :) He told me he's always wondered about me and thought about me. I wish I could remember all of the things he said. It was seriously just the most perfect night of my life up to this point. He had to work that morning at 7 so he had to be on the road by 5. We basically stayed up all night just kissing and cuddling. It was perfect! He text me this morning saying he had an amazing time and had a hard time leaving. I said I can't wait til the next time I get to see him. Maybe this weekend. I hope. I get nervous when I think about it… I'm so excited to see where it goes! I feel like this is finally "our" time.