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my dreams do haunt me in Year 24
I have seriously messed up dreams. There have been a few to mention. One was that my ex was back in town and wanted to get back together with me. It was so weird and so real. I was so happy to be...
Saying goodbye… in Year 24
I said good bye to John today. It was devastating. His funeral was at the catholic church, and as I am not religious in the least I tend to feel very uncomfortable in churches. We were the first ...
For John, Rest in peace in Year 24
Well my friend John passed away on Friday. My goodness it's hard to believe. He is literally the MOST beautiful soul. The kindest person I've ever met. He was so welcoming to everyone he ever met...
Goodbye my friend in Year 24
I just found out that a friend has passed away today. And that another friend was the one to find him. I am so sad and heartbroken. John was the most amazing guy. He could light up a room with hi...
Me vs. Madonna vs. Elvis in Year 24
So I have a boyfriend now. Kind of weird. Kind of fast. But at the same time it took forever. He told me he's liked me since we were 14. The first time we kissed he knew he wanted to be with me. ...
So I've been wondering how to begin a relationship, something that's going to last. Well I've been afraid to put myself out there. With the last few guys I've been with it has been a disaster. I'...
An open letter to the women who will date my child's father... in Year 24
Dear ladies, You may take comfort in the fact that he describes me in vile, awful, terrible ways, such as a "cunt" and the like. Well, anyone who has this much hate in his heart for someone he on...
Things that annoy me about social media in Year 24
Okay, so this has been going around on my Facebook today and it has been shared by more than one of my friends. And here is my opinion on it: Good for Starbucks for standing up for their politi...
Knowledge is...? in Year 24
The more I learned the more anxious I feel. I feel anxious for myself and for my loved ones. Especially my daughter. She is the generation that is up next. I taking a class in Ecofeminism and so ...
Well, I still haven't started on my essay that is due tomorrow but I wanted to take a few minutes to write about the things I am thankful for. I am thankful for my friend Taryn, my car wouldn't ...
I am feeling very lonely. I went out last night to a function put on by my school. While I recognized most of the faces, I didn't actually "know" anyone other than the two girls I went with. I ma...
The Vaginal Monologues author in Year 24
"Here's what I think. Look at slavery. It's utterly barbaric. How could a practice like that absolutely exist, ever? So, raping women? Same thing. How could that exist? So part of me goes, of cou...
I skipped two classes this morning. No real reason other than I was terribly depressed and didn't want to go to a class I hated. I am gaining weight and none of my clothes fit, but I refuse to bu...
So for the past few years I have been going through an existential crisis. I would think about my life, what I wanted to say with the way that I was living my life. What I wanted my life to mean....
Exhaustion. in Year 24
I'm tired. I took Dev to this thing at my school they put on every year for kids. They have an obstacle course, ice cream, popcorn, climbing wall, "quicksand" craft making, face painting, etc. Oh...
My family is in Banff without me. I didn't get the invite. I wouldn't have been able to go anyway, but not receiving an invite was a blow. Especially since my parents could have picked us up on t...