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Year 24

by Sea Love

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April 18, 2014

my dreams do haunt me

I have seriously messed up dreams. There have been a few to mention. One was that my ex was back in town and wanted to get back together with me. It was so weird and so real. I was so happy to be...


April 17, 2014

Saying goodbye…

I said good bye to John today. It was devastating. His funeral was at the catholic church, and as I am not religious in the least I tend to feel very uncomfortable in churches. We were the first ...


April 14, 2014

For John, Rest in peace

Well my friend John passed away on Friday. My goodness it's hard to believe. He is literally the MOST beautiful soul. The kindest person I've ever met. He was so welcoming to everyone he ever met...


April 12, 2014

Goodbye my friend

I just found out that a friend has passed away today. And that another friend was the one to find him. I am so sad and heartbroken. John was the most amazing guy. He could light up a room with hi...


March 24, 2014

Me vs. Madonna vs. Elvis

So I have a boyfriend now. Kind of weird. Kind of fast. But at the same time it took forever. He told me he's liked me since we were 14. The first time we kissed he knew he wanted to be with me. ...


March 03, 2014

Be Brave

So I've been wondering how to begin a relationship, something that's going to last. Well I've been afraid to put myself out there. With the last few guys I've been with it has been a disaster. I'...


Dear ladies, You may take comfort in the fact that he describes me in vile, awful, terrible ways, such as a "cunt" and the like. Well, anyone who has this much hate in his heart for someone he on...


Okay, so this has been going around on my Facebook today and it has been shared by more than one of my friends. And here is my opinion on it: Good for Starbucks for standing up for their politi...


February 19, 2014

Knowledge is...?

The more I learned the more anxious I feel. I feel anxious for myself and for my loved ones. Especially my daughter. She is the generation that is up next. I taking a class in Ecofeminism and so ...


February 11, 2014

Thankful

Well, I still haven't started on my essay that is due tomorrow but I wanted to take a few minutes to write about the things I am thankful for. I am thankful for my friend Taryn, my car wouldn't ...


February 10, 2014

Lonely

I am feeling very lonely. I went out last night to a function put on by my school. While I recognized most of the faces, I didn't actually "know" anyone other than the two girls I went with. I ma...


February 09, 2014

The Vaginal Monologues author

"Here's what I think. Look at slavery. It's utterly barbaric. How could a practice like that absolutely exist, ever? So, raping women? Same thing. How could that exist? So part of me goes, of cou...


February 07, 2014

Sigh

I skipped two classes this morning. No real reason other than I was terribly depressed and didn't want to go to a class I hated. I am gaining weight and none of my clothes fit, but I refuse to bu...


February 05, 2014

Crisis

So for the past few years I have been going through an existential crisis. I would think about my life, what I wanted to say with the way that I was living my life. What I wanted my life to mean....


February 02, 2014

Exhaustion.

I'm tired. I took Dev to this thing at my school they put on every year for kids. They have an obstacle course, ice cream, popcorn, climbing wall, "quicksand" craft making, face painting, etc. Oh...


February 01, 2014

Family.

My family is in Banff without me. I didn't get the invite. I wouldn't have been able to go anyway, but not receiving an invite was a blow. Especially since my parents could have picked us up on t...


Book Description

I’m 24, a mom, and a student. Here’s my life.