June. 03. 2019 in Process of a Brokenhearted Woman

I went over to his house.
I went over to watch Harry Potter, and well.. we ended up taking a test on which house we would land in and we were cuddling.. Nothing major happened. But only because I didn’t let it.. We started kissing.. and I mean, his kisses were niiiiice.. kind of.
I didn’t feel magic or spark, but I went along with it because well.. it felt nice.
I feel bad.. but I told him where I stand. I don’t want anything serious, this is just a “in the moment” thing. If we kiss, then lets enjoy it, but don’t make this into something that it is not..
Thing is.. the whole time, I wished it was you. And that’s what I went along with in my head.

Last updated June 20, 2019