nutmeg pt. 2 in 2019

so in a recent entry i think the one before the last. i stated i’d done nutmeg 8 yrs. ago. right ok. but i didn’t say why i’d stopped. well. it didn’t really. ........... um. do, much for me anymore. i don’t mean emotionally i mean like. physically. otherwise. like ya know how w/ drinking a person gets drunk. and they some people keep doing it and. it’s the same damn thing? well w/ nutmeg it’s not like that. like after 2 wks. it was just. boring. i don’t think i’m explaining this well, sorry. i also don’t. quite know how to. so. yeah. that’s why i stopped. well besides the fact that i. evidently hate snorting..........like uh no. and i was paranoid my mom would find out. bc yeah doing that makes a person’s eyes red......... [and yes i know about eye drops thank you.]. it’s funny. back in those days i didn’t give my mom receipts. but now i do. and it’s not like i hid it. it was ‘oh she has nutmeg in her kitchen’. like...........yeah. no i wasn’t using it for that purpose at all. [i’m kidding bc of course i was. being sarcastic. the purpose of getting high i mean.]. so yeah kindof amazing no one found it.

Last updated May 07, 2020