All I Wanted Were Flowers in Ruminating

All I wanted were flowers…

Roses, Lillie’s, orchid, hydrangeas, daffodils, chrysanthemums, Daisy’s, carnations, buttercup

In the form of…

Regard, Love, observance, honor, devotion, cheer, dedication, compliments, boost

All I got was…

Last minute…
Forgotten…
Squeezed in…
Rushed through…
Ignored…
Berated…
Abandoned…
Apologies…
Nothing…

What’s left to do? I’ve given all I have. My soil is dry. I can’t grow anything from my seeds of faith.

How can I get flowers without death…