Pray in Things I Write When Im Sad

I havent prayed in a while
I think maybe I should
Maybe I cant help myself anymore
I dont think I can help myself anymore
Maybe I need someone to watch out for me
To love me no matter what
I dont know if anyone can
But maybe if I pray if I give myself to god he can help me and heal me and make me feel ok
Maybe then I wont feel so alone
so helpless
So scared
so worthless
So utterly and completely unlovable
Maybe I need to pray