A little break in The grotesque metamorphosis of a Bi-Polar human into a Tri-polar monster.

I’ve been taking a little break from everything.
Sorry I’ve taken a break from this site and I’ve taken a break from replying to comments…I should be replying to every comment and I should be reading all of my bookmarks, and I should be adding more people to my bookmarks, but I have just kind of been a little lost.

I actually haven’t been drinking very much at all, I’ve just been smoking a ton of weed.
I mean, I’ve still been drinking a little bit, but mostly I’ve just been smoking a lot and not drinking even nearly what I usually drink.

Except today, I have been drinking a little bit today, and it’s so funny because just a little bit has been getting me tipsy.

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I only worked three days last week and it was amazing.
I did so many things with my friends.
I think one of my favorite memories was when I was out with Golnar and Irma and we went to this super hip “fancy” place DTSA and we all got super fancy cocktails and then I ordered the fried chicken for us to split because they have this very special way of doing their fried chicken that is absolutely amazing…it’s one of the best things in the world, actually…anyway, so we went there, and everything is share plates so we were trying to decide what else to get, when Golnar is like, “I want nachos”…but this place totally didn’t have nachos on the menu, but DTSA is like little Mexico, so there are bomb mexican places everywhere, so there was the place down the street, not even a block away, and we can see it from the window of where we’re sitting in the other restaurant, and Irma just calls them up and is like, “Do you guys have nachos?” and they said yes, so she just threw her card down and paid for the whole table and was like, “WE’RE GOING TO GET NACHOS!”

Also, it was a crazy intense lightning storm and it was raining like mad…it was cool..and we were all dressed up super fancy, which made the fact that we ended up in some random taqueria even cooler.

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Golnar thought it was really cool that I’ve decided to do two vacations, one here in California, and one out in Utah where a lot of my friends and family are.

I thought it was the right decision, because I have a lot of friends and family here, too…so I wanted to spend some time with them before I went to another state.

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Anyway…I guess I don’t know what else to talk about.

Life is pretty good right now…I’ve come out of that deep depression I was stuck in for so long, and I’m starting to see the bright side of things again, and I don’t care that it’s all just part of my bi-polar cycles, I’m going to appreciate the fuck out of this while it lasts.

I have some energy, and I haven’t been drinking all day every day, and I’ve been exercising and eating better, and things are just overall much better…so I’m taking advantage of that.

I actually can’t wait to get back to coding when I come back from Utah…it’s going to be so great to come back to something that challenges me and helps me to grow.

…so yeah.

I love you.
Thanks.
Just, in general, I mean.
Thanks for everything.
You mean a lot to me.
-Dane