I am feeling very lonely. I went out last night to a function put on by my school. While I recognized most of the faces, I didn't actually "know" anyone other than the two girls I went with. I made the best of it, but it wasn't the time of my life. I miss the way I used to be. I don't know how it is that I used to be, but I had people to talk to, I think anyway. I attempted to FaceTime my sister several times today but nothing. That makes me lonely. My friends came to pick up their stuff but they couldn't stay, that makes me lonely. My daughter is with her father for the weekend that makes me lonely. I've been feeling very down lately and that makes me lonely.
I am an english minor and I don't know why. I hate english. I'm taking an english course right now and while it is extremely interesting, I can't write an essay to save my life. I have one due Tuesday, and if I were smart I'd get started on it now. But since doing it makes me feel terrible about myself because I struggle so hard and I feel embarrassed about handing it in. Ugh. The prof is very well respected and liked by everyone. I'm afraid to hand in my essays to her because they're so terrible. I can write a psychology paper no problem, I enjoy it. But english. Yeah no. I have the time to do it now.
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