um so i looked it up and. in yes i'm aware it's 2016. june 4, 2016 in 'that night/the Milk Night'

‘ right so. well i was thinking about the night i almost um well left. well no. ok so the last time evan called me we were talking about it cause i had a question on it for him. and the question for him was where did he sleep that night? cause i remember him being in my bed........and so when i asked him he’s like ‘i don’t think either of us slept. you talked to me and i talked to you’. i don’t remember, talking to him but evidently it happened. i remember him talking to me a little..........we went through the sequence of events for that night. i remember us being in the living room and then in my bathroom and then my room and then........i ended up in the bathroom again and then back to my room. no and i woke up in my bed either. well.......

um but anyway. yes so i was thinking about that night and. i got to thinking well maybe i was in a c*ma so recently i researched them and.........i don’t think i was. cause the symptoms don’t match. and so then i looked up low blood sugar. cause he told me he was like ‘no you have to drink milk you have low blood sugar’ and apparently i was confused as all hell cause i can see myself being like ‘what? no.......no i don’t want anything’. like i don’t remember that but it sounds like me. anyway but yeah all the symptoms match.

and so i also.recently looked up milk and low blood sugar. and well milk has lactose in it.and what i didn’t know untill recently was that lactose is a kind of sugar. which...........would obvs. help low blood sugar. i don’t remember him giving me milk at all but apparently it happened. all the signs for low blood sugar match.

and some other things happened that night. well i’d had 2 cups of wine. and i did something stupid............but more on this later.maybe.probably. ‘