Emma in Elm
- July 22, 2018, 5:42 a.m.
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Emma my old friend .
I do miss you .
But the times could not let me bring you with me.
Emma my dear friend.
I wish it didn’t have to end.
But the second you didn’t believe what I’ve been through.
Even though you knew me for so long.
I just knew.
Maybe one day you will have a change of heart.
But I’m not going to hold my breath.
You’ve known me from the start.
So it’s hard.
But I had to let you go.
Yes sometimes I miss you so.
But I can’t do this to my soul.
I can’t allow you to tell me my reality.
I just can’t have you in my life and feel whole.
I let you go as peacefully as I could.
I wish you well.
Although I wish you could have realized that instead of your childhood.
Mine was pure hell
I just hid it well.
Those days growing up I was barely even a shell.
Now I’ve came out of that shell.
And I am becoming a butterfly.
Last updated March 15, 2019
Always Laughing ⋅ July 22, 2018
Sometimes as much as we hate it, we have to let people go especially when they aren't supportive of what you are going through. You write beautifully by the way.