So yesterday I saw Prozac Nation finally and it totally reminded me of like me and craig and me and matt and I was just in this super depressed mood so finally it was time to go to Kyles and i was just like fuck it im going to go there and have a fucking good time. So me and margot and fabian get there and we are chillin with kyle and his friends, drinking. I see justin walking by he says hi and then i dont notice at first but i hear a familiar voice and i look over and its FUCKING CRAIG. I seriously have not seen him since that time we fucked since he decided to fuckign forget all about me and walk out of my life just cuz we had sex. Its like wtf did i do? all we did was have sex now u hate me? we were friends for such a long time too..i mean WHO FUCKING DOES THAT? as u can tell IM STILL upset about it i know i know i need to get over it but UGH it is just so lame. i feel like i have to fix everything with matt and craig or else i cant get over it u know? but ne waz.....i turn and he was like staring at me and we both like looked away all fast and all nite i was just feeling really weird like everything was going by really slowly and ppl were trying to talk to me and i was just being a bitch to everyone and sitting off by myself smoking cuz margot and fabian had to leave. so then steve comes by and he was actually being pretty cool. at first he was being all stupid cuz i didnt return ne of his fone calls and i was just like DUDE fuckign who cares just shut up and being a bitch and he walked off but then he came back and was all cool to me and hugging me and stuff and I just kept smoking and smoking one after another and now my whole pack is gone and he was like NATALIE stop chain smoking and i just looked at him and iw as like no i cant u dont understand how i feel rite now. and everyone who was talking to me was like "oh craigs here thats why ur mad blalblabla" and its like NO u dont understand. im mad at the whole situation and justin was like "i saw ur face u just wanted to leave rite when u saw him" and i was just like ughhh watever....then finally andrea shows up but her mom had "a bad feeling" so she couldnt stay out longer then a frikin half n hour. so at 12 i was fed up of sitting there being depressed ne waz so i just left with her and went home and passed out. but yea that was my friday nite.
tonite im either going to a party with angela or with steve..........i was going to hang out with matt springer but omg angela told me he came over her friends party last nite and dragged her to a room (just like he did with me) and i mean that doesnt upset me cuz like i care hes with other girls..im with other guys who cares i just use him. so ne waz he is with her and they are making out and like hes doing stuff to her and then he goes "ok my turn" and shes like um no cuz apprently she doesnt jack guys off or suck there dicks and he got ALL pissed jumped up and was liek WTF BITCH ARE U A FUCKING LESBIAN OR SUMTHING?!? and angela was like ummmm NO i dont wanna fuckign jack u off or suck u off and he was just like yelling at her and walked out and was about to leave but i guess stole her and her friends cells fones and then was like IM LEAVING SINCE IM SUCHHHH AN ASSHOLE and then like left all fast. and angela was just like wtf is his problem. But seriously i cant imagine him doing that. thats weird. so yea i dont really feel like hanging out with him tonite....unless i get like super drunk n horny well ne waz i am at work and its SOOOOOOOO SLOW
OH YEA MARGOT GOT AN ANOTHER CAR ACCIDENT TODAY! its like really bad i feel bad for her but supposidly its not her fault.....and now her dad is like all pissed ugh so now margot AND andrea cant drive since andrea has a flat tire....so i guess im the only driver again
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