Well last night I went to Kyle's party with Andrea and as soon as we pulled up I saw Matt H's truck . We walked in and I saw a bunch of ppl like Miki and Steve playing cards in the kitchen and I was about to wave hi when I noticed Matt was sitting there too so I turned around all fast and went outside.
Matt S told me he couldn't find a ride and so Andrea and me went over and picked him and Aaron up. Matt was being super cool and everything until later that night he was kinda scaring me.
I walked outside and Matt H came out and said hi and talked to me for a lil bit and I had to hold myself back from crying, I have missed him sooo much. I just asked why he just ignored me for so long and he told me he was scared and I was like you made me sad and he was like sorry and we both stared at the floor and then he walked back inside. Later that night I asked him if we were still friends and could hang out sometime and he nodded yes......we'll see about that. Oh yea and him and that crackwhore broke up...now hes back with miki
I hung out, outside with Matt S and Aaron and then Matt S asked where the restroom was so I walked him there and we started making out and then Kyle walked by lol. Then I went outside and waited for him to come back out and then he did and he started holding my hand and stuff and then Eddie came out and him and Matt S started talking because apparently they have known eachother for awhile. I started talking to Justin and he was like "psh whose this douch ur with?" and i was like " u jerk"... I went inside for some more beer and Steve was still sitting with Matt and Miki and I asked him where the beer was and he was like I guess we are out and I was all sad and he said "Have a shot" So I motioned him to get up and come over to me and he was like "pshh u cant get ur own drink?" and i was like "no i want u to have a shot with me" and he did and we were just talking and laughing and I am starting to think I really like him... Then Justin came in and told me that Andrea told him about me and craig and that night he saw craig and punched him in the face craig> <justin i="" was="" just="" shocked="" and="" felt="" bad="" and="" i="" was="" like="" so="" he="" hates="" me="" im="" guessing="" and="" justin="" was="" like="" "yea="" sorta"="" and="" i="" asked="" if="" they="" still="" talked="" and="" he="" was="" like="" no="" not="" really.="" ugh="" that="" makes="" me="" sad="" tho="" cuz="" i="" feel="" like="" it="" was="" all="" my="" fault="" they="" arent="" friends="" ne="" more="" and="" they="" were="" such="" good="" friends.<="" p="">
Andrea didn't even stay at Kyle's party she went over to Dave's and hung out with him and the Ryans and some other ppl. She said she'd come back to Kyles but -never did-.....AND she was my ride home so I had to go around telling ppl I had to be home at 2(cuz my parents called all pissed off but luckily my mom was being cool and said i could stay out till 2) everyone was like wheres andrea? and i was like idk she never came back and isnt answering her fone and they were like thats fucked up. But watever...at least i found a ride home in the end.
All night I was seriously going back and forth with Steve and Matt S and Steve noticed and was like "whose that guy" and i was like Oh he works with me now Idk wtf is going on with us tho....Then I went over to Matt S and he told me he wanted to go on a walk and I was like alrite....so we went on a walk and he was asking me when I turn 18 and stuff and I was like "oh that matters to u?" and he was like noo im just seeing if i should be concerned and I was like no u shouldnt and we started making out for like 10 minutes and these girls walked by and shouted GET A ROOM! and matt got all mad and was like "oh do u have an extra room or sumthing?" and i just laughed and told him to come back inside with me. Then I went back over to Steve and sat on his lap and we had a good talk about the whole E incident. Apparently Matt H was just scared that he was going to get in trouble and they both think I took something else with it. I didnt tho I wouldnt be that stupid....Then I went back over to Matt S and he was getting ready to leave and told me to go with him and that he could drop me off then he'd come back over to my house so we could "hang out and watch movies" He seemed all weird about it too..but I sorta wanted to hang out with Steve more not leave right then and he was like "watever ur dissing me" and i was like "wtf no im not" and he got all mad and i was like "wat the fuck now ur mad at me? why is it cuz of that other guy?" and he was like "OH theres another guy??" and i was like oh fuck lol he never noticed steve and me ...then i was like NO hes just an ex and i was talking to him..then i asked if he was mad and he was like "no ill call u later" so they all left and I went back over to steve and eddie who were sitting inside and they said they wanted to go get jack in the box but they would give me a ride home. So me and Steve held hands and walked to the car and I seriously feel like I like him alottttttttt. im dumb for breaking up with him. They dropped me off and I went to bed and fell asleep pretty fast cuz I was super tired. Then my cell phone rang and I was stupid enough to answer it and --yup--it was Matt S begging me to come over Dan's and I was just like "I can't Im tired and fucked up still" and he waslike "then i can arrange a ride for someone to come pick u up" and i was like "idk ill call u later if i want to go" and he was like "no call me back even if u decide not to come" and i was like alrite and he sounded all mean-like. I ended up falling asleep and not calling him back ughhh so now he is gonna be all pissed off at me. He is seriously weirder then I thought. And I really dont want to fuck him yet because he will prob just do wat craig did to me and I dont want that again. I need to get to know Matt S a lil more first..
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