Well yesterday was so boring. I went to work and found out it was my last day because stupid Christiane didn't put me on next week's schedule even though my two weeks weren't even up yet...but whatever. Then I went to subway and got the best tasting sub everrr...lettuce, green peppers, avacado, oil, salt and pepper. The guy working there was like ewwwww and iwas like it tastes good! and he was like i dont think so..haha. Then Matt came over to pick up some E and he was talking about going to a rave but it was 3 hours away and so he didnt really want to drive way out there....so he said he'd call me at midnite. I was super bored and no one wanted to hang out so I just decided to go to bed. Then at like 12:20 Matt called and asked if I still wanted to do E like at his house or sumthing but I was too tired so I said another time. Then I guess Eddie called at 1:30 but I didn't hear my phone ringing :-( I hope he doesnt think I was ignoring him. Well Craig and me still haven't talked but I guess this is just what happens. I'm sad but only because I miss the closeness of him. And at night it's the worst. Just like laying in my bed...thinking omg just last Friday we were fucking right here.
Today was another super boring day. I woke up at like 12 and did homework till like 4! And I have to memorize this stupid segment of this play "beowulf" by thursday . Then I got in this weird mood. I wanted my mom to hang out with me (i know weird huh?) and of course she was like "noooooo blablabla im sick all i wanna do is sit here" ugh. shes so dead. So then I just left and went to Barnes and Noble by myself and was reading this book called "Highly Sensitive People" And I think I have that because it said one of the symptoms is being like sensitive to certain material and another one is not wanting to be around alot of people and like getting overwhelmed by lots of noise and then like having to be by urself for some time a day. And that is so me. I'm going to see some phyciatrist next Thurday or Wednesday and I guess I'll ask her about that. I have to somehow make an appointement also with a gyno cuz i need to get myself checked..even though I'm kinda scared. Oh well.....
Well right now Im waiting for andrea to call me cuz shes with caralie. Zak was telling me how like its the red tide right now at huntington and all these baby fish come up shore or sumthing in a few hours and I want to go out there tonight it sounds really cool so hopefully andrea calls me soon! Ok toodles journal.....
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