7/3/05 in Victim of Society

Well...Craigs still being a lil emo baby fuck. I hate him no not really Im just frustrated. Oh well....hmmm that interview at Vector was about some business selling knives. It seemed really cool but unfortunately I had to walk out of it early to go to stupid work. Last night I took 5 somas and went to this kickback and everyone was making me all paranoid telling me I was going to die and shit but Craig and Matt reassured me I wouldn't. I got a new hair cut and put red streaks in my hair, it looks alright but I know Im going to get bored of it soon. Well only a few more days till fourth of july!! yayyyyyyy. I went to Matts house today to--pick up the goods--and we chilled for awhile. I wanted to ask him if he really ever did like me more then a friend or if it was just the drugs and if he really was planning on staying with Miki for awhile, but I didnt really want to bring that stuff up and make things all awkward. So I guess Ill just let it go and whatever happens, happens. Chris broke up with his girlfriend last night and I told him he has to hang out with me on 4th of july and of course he wouldnt! ugh he is so lame sometimes. So now its going to be me and andrea wondering around all fucked up. I hope we have a good time though, im kinda nervous. Oh well....Tonight was alright. Nothing too fun, nothing too boring. We waited around watching Degrassi and finally Randy called and invited us to this kickback and we went to it and they all decided to go to a strip joint right when we got there ugh. So me and andrea went with them and were going to try to get in but it was 15 bux and we didnt have money. Then things dirty mexican guys were trying to get andrea and she ran away and we stayed in my car for a lil bit and finally decided to just go to Dennys. It was fun there cuz our waiter, robert was super cool and he took our picture for us and we told him that we traveled around the country and stuff it was funny. then we left him a tip and a lil note and left and andrea peeked thru the window and saw him reading the note and then he looked up and saw her. it was funny. well umm im kinda tired. toodles journal