Well I still am not sure if me and Steve are like boyfriend/girlfriend. But I'm pretty sure we are. He just never officially asked me out...I guess older guys don't usualy ask girls out though i dont know...I guess saying "will you go out with me?" is kinda jr. high-ish. So now its just like me and him hang out alot together and its just sorta known that we are together? I dont know haha I am confusing myself. But anyways, I have become more comfortable around him now thank goodness. We haven't had sex yet or anything though. We usually just go to his house and watch movies. Even though I wish we could go out and do stuff...but he has to wake up early for work so he doesn't like to stay up real late. We did get to go to the mall and out to eat yesterday though. It was fun :-D. Then we went to Rhino records and I got CRIMES the blood brothers CD! It is so good I love it!
Today I hung out at the skate park with Davey and Andrea, then Jimmy and Mikal came. Usually Mikal annoys the shit out of me but lately he has been pretty cool. I suck at skating so much but I like to try, it's really fun. I want to become all good and stuff and go like skating around town with them haha that'd be soooooooooooo chill. It's weird like Davey likes me alot and Jimmy likes Andrea alot. I say we all become secret lovers hahaha. I think Davey is really cute. I'd like to like cuddle with him or hold his hand and stuff. But I can't really picture hooking up with him. He is sooo shy and like never talks lol.
Work has been alright, I've been getting good hours lately. The only bad thing there is KYLE. He seriously goes on these like mad power trips when he is manager and it gets so annoying. Me and Andrea were like messing around today at work and I was pretending I was on a power trip too and mimicking the managers and took the stupid closing chart thing and went around going "hmmmm this needs to be done still.. oh! this is done CHECK" And Christiane and Kyle were like" hmm natalie is acting suspicious" haha it was so funny.
I wanted to have a party at my house Friday but my stupid parents were like no blablabla no one can be here if we arent here. So they made me move it to Saturday. Matt's band might play, so it should be pretty cool! I hope my parents dont like flip out. I wish they weren't gonna be there but oh well. They said 10 ppl maximum could come but fuck that.
Well not much else going on lately........I have been pretty tired and my allergies have been pissing me off. Whenever I say like "ok im going to get this done today and clean that and finish this.." I never get around to doing it and I just hate how I have been being so lazy lately! It is such a bad habit. But oh well...ugh i just cant wait till summer. Then I can be allowed to be lazy
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