10/10/04: Kickback with CPKers in Victim of Society

Yesterday after work I was pretty pissed off again because no one could hang out. Heather was going to do CCC with me but no0o0o her cousins had to come over and so she had to go home. So I just went home and tried to get ahold of people but since no one was around I just decided to go for a walk. I didn't know where I was going but I ended up at Corey's house. He wasn't home but his mom called him for me and then him lehna and sky came and picked me up and we went to Julie Pell's house. I stayed there till like 10:30 because we were just sitting around this fire thing and it started raining and I was cold and pretty bored. So George gave me a ride home and I was pretty mad still because all I wanted to do was have a lil fun and be happy. I wanted to do something anything. CCC by myself even. But I knew that would be really bad. So I ended up just cutting myself. I thought it wasn't that bad but this morning I looked at it and it looks pretty gross :-/ Well ne waz. I decided to text Kyle (guy who I work with) just for the hell of it. Luckily he texted me back and it just so happens he was going to a kickback with matt! I was like dude pick me up! It was like 1:30 AM. And he was like alrite I'll be there in 5 minutes. So I got ready SUPER fast and waited out side and he pulled up with Matt and I was just like OMG KYLE I LOVE U!! and we drove to Eddie's to pick him up and then we drove over to Upland's to this guy Kevin's house and they were all smoking weed and the hooka and stuff lol and they were like "natalie do u want some?" and i was like "no im too cool for that" haha. So they just gave me some beers and of course after 3 I was feeling it since Im such a light weight. It also made it easier to get drunk since I had like no food in me. But when Im drunk I get super talkative and like I was getting frustrated cuz I didnt know what to talk about cuz they were all talking about like smoking and stuff so I just went off and was watching infomercials and I swear I could not stop laughing. They were so funny for some reason. Then Matt came in and was like "natalie come out side!!" So I did and I kept like leaning on him and giving him hugs and I was like "matt ur so cute" And he just like shook his head. And I didnt want to do ne thing bad...so I decided to go back inside and this guy josh was there and i sat next to him and then I like passed out on him for awhile idk how long but I woke up and I was like OH OPPS lol i was all embarrased. Then Kevin came in and I noticed he had the same kinda hair as Matt and I was like "omg u have hot hair" and he sat by me and I started giving him a head massage...I was just like ahhh hes HOT lol. Then at like 4 AM Kyle was like we need to go on a munchie run so me him matt and eddie left and went to carls jr and then dropped matt off and then they dropped me off at and it was like 4:30 AM and I got home and I had to pee SOOOOOOO BAD oh man. i thought my bladder was going to burst! then I passed out on my bed and now its like 11:40 AM and im sooo dehydrated!! but yea that was my fun nite :-D YAY for older guys!!!