Perpetual Screaming (but the good kind) in Daily Thoughts, Ideas, and Experiences

So um I’ve meant to write for a couple days but I haven’t had the chance. This week has been one. Especially since I don’t usually do anything outside the house save for work and school.
Anyways, let’s start with the less than great news then work from there. I’m still sick. I actually feel better, well right now I feel really tired, but I’m generally better but my symptoms are more outward. I’m coughing and sniffling like crazy. But I can actually think again and like be present mentally which is helpful I guess. Sometimes it’s nice being sick so I can be foggy headed for a little while, although my standard quickly and cluttered thinking is more useful. Anyhow, I’m better than yesterday and worse than tomorrow.
The second bad thing was that I was late to work yesterday. It wasn’t a big deal; my boss actually laughed at me for finally being late for once. I have been late but it’s okay if he doesn’t remember. But I was late because…I bought a car!
I had already decided that I didn’t really want to learn how to drive my mom’s car so I was keen on getting one of my own. I was planning to wait, as I do, but things started rolling without me.
I had already settled on what I wanted, a black Kia Forte now older than 2014 with less than 50k miles. It would be a car I could have for a while since it would be in good condition. I had found one not too far at a dealer and kept the listing bookmarked. But after a few weeks of that, the listing disappeared. So I looked for another one and actually found a better car at a better price. It was a busy morning, so I sent my mom the listing so she could look over it when she had the chance. Little did I know, she emailed them inquiring. I’m glad she did, this really is a great car, but I wasn’t expecting to do anything right this second. Thursday, she asked me what day we wanted to go, Friday, Saturday, or Sunday, and my tired, sniffly self was just ready to get it over with. I was planning to just look at the car before work then we could decide later.
Hahahaahaha long story short, we looked at the car, talked a bit, ran to my bank, bought the thing, and yeah here we are. Since I can’t drive yet, we had to leave it up there, but we’re going back today to pick it up. I should actually get ready to go soon.
Driving was and still is a big anxiety for me. But I’m actually feeling excited which is stirring up more emotions that I don’t want to deal with.