An Hour... in 2018

It’s been a weird week.

On Tuesday, right after shift change, I was sitting in the breakroom talking to J while he ate. Then B came in there and yelled at F to come in there. B then told me “This is gonna get pretty bad, you may want to leave.” Nah, I’m good. So then B starts in on F asking him if he’d kicked the cheating bitch out yet. He said no… they went at him a bit more… he said something about her saying nothing had happened. I looked directly at him and said “Are you stupid?” He didn’t know what to say and I followed it up with “If she’s gonna bother lying to you about where she’s going, then she’ll sure as hell lie to you about something happening.” I left it at that and sat in silence for most of the rest of it. M trickled in, and a new guy, and then my boss. They berated him for a solid hour. Telling him if he let some bitch walk all over him like that he ain’t nothing. They said she probably fucked the other guy then came home and fucked him without taking a shower. That no wonder she tasted funny bc she’d been sucking some guys dick. That no wonder she smelled like tuna bc she was filled with some other guys cum already. And it only got worse. And after a while M said “we’ve all said a bunch of stuff but I’m surprised you haven’t said anything yet” talking to me. I said I’d already asked if he was stupid and didn’t need to ask anything else. They said if his mom were in better health she’d have already kicked that whore out then kicked his ass. He kept trying to laugh it off bc that’s what he does to avoid confrontation. By the end of it he was almost stuttering and couldn’t hardly string a sentence together. It was pretty intense.

On Wednesday M took me out to lunch to say thank you for buying his motorcycle tire. He’s going to pay me back Monday bc we get paid tomorrow. We went to 5 Guys and it was really yummy. We flirted a lit that afternoon and I kissed his neck twice.

Today B cooked lunch for us. I had bought chicken on Tuesday and he put the rest of the package in a crockpot with a jar of salsa. We had like tacos/nachos with it and it was really yummy. I stayed late at work and was going through donor profiles to narrow it down to 5. I was going to leave and stopped in the office to tell J I’d narrowed it down. He’s in there with the other supervisor and is on facetime with fucking F. Not only that, F’s mother is in the background as well. So J starts introducing me to F’s mom, saying this is *** and his mom is all “Oh I’ve heard you talk about her”. And J is like yeah F, here’s a girl with a good job, and her own house and vehicle and she’s pretty, etc. I wanted to kick him. So then he goes to get off the phone and F’s mom is all “I’m really glad I got to meet you.” Just wtf? I was just trying to leave work. And his mom has cancer and gas been through chemo and is basically dying and yeah.

Why do these things happen to me???