3/21/2004 in Victim of Society

Last night was one of the best nights I've had since the night with Jake. During the day, Gil, Heather, Scott, Chris, Anthony, Robert, Clair Jennifer and I went to the thrift shop and found a bunch of cool/funny clothes. Scott got a bunch of "bling bling" and Clair got a clown suit. Heather got some dresses, Chris got a plaid jacket and I got this poncho/mexican thing. Then we all went up to Clair's house and her mom ordered pizza and made some taquitos. Then Andrea and Caralie came and later Jeff, Weasel, John Y, and Matt. Heather has been really really mad at John lately so when he came she got SUPER pissed off. Then me Andrea Chris John and Jeff went to IN N OUT because Jeff has his license. It was fun cruising down there because we were listening to music and he was speeding around the gated community. Then he went on the other side of the road and he was like "Look Im in England" lol. Gil and Caralie were fighting and he was being a real jerk to everyone. Scott and Robert were being mean too. Robert kept bringing up the time when I gave Daniel a handjob and was acting like it was SUCH a big deal. He is so immature, I really can't stand him sometimes. And Scott was just being his usual annoing self-- throwing the cat on my face, slapping heather in the face with a wet shirt, etc. The whole night I was wondering if Chris liked me or not. Everyone says he does but he doesn't act like it. The whole day he was just being quiet and stuff. But when he was being quiet towards even Andrea, I knew that he must just be having a bad day or sumthing. Andrea told me she asked him if he'd go out with me and he said yeah he would. So that was kinda a suprise because he doesn't act like he would. Oh well, maybe he is just shy like me. I guess it was kinda ackward for both of us because we are at the point where we both like eachother and we both know we both like eachother but we are kinda too shy to act on it.