Tired... in 2018

I swear ever since I had surgery I’m just tired all the fucking time. I don’t know if I’m just not sleeping well or what, but I need to feel well rested soon.

F told me something at the beginning of last week that just really made me revoke his decent human being card. And despite that, my dumb ass is still daydreaming. I’ve got to quit.

Another guy at work gave me a hug yesterday and said he was sorry about my baby goat. He’s never hugged me before, but I thought it was nice of him.

This week was not nearly as flirtatious with M, but it also wasn’t nonexistent. I saw on fb that his gf shared a meme talking about how rent prices in this area had people staying in relationships that were over years ago. Kinda funny.

Going to get a pedicure with my sister in a little bit… shouldn’t spend the money, but whatever.

I feel like I need to get motivated at work or look into doing something different, but I can’t really afford a pay cut right now. I need to win the lottery or something.

This weekend is probably going to suck…