Taming the Beast in Venom

As I spat my guts out to you…
you spat in my face.
There is nothing else left.
Just dead air…
the air is crisp and harsh…
I can feel myself fading…
fast…
and faster…
the feeling I know all too well.
the numbness must rise....
until we fall again.
I straighten up,
look into your eyes…
put on my best smile with tears in my eyes.
my heart sinks to the bottom of my stomach.
your eyes prowl onto unknown decadence
I lost myself.
In doing so, I lost you.
I’m already gone.
The darkness overcomes me.
I succumb.
You pull me in closer, just to pull my hair.
The thought of inflicting a hint of pain brings a growl to your belly.
I slide onto you through clenched teeth.
My soul has vacated my body.
I am yours for the taking.
I feel no pain, no pleasure…
I moan in despair of cunning acts.
I feel you moving closer now to the brink.
I will it to be over, but I will it to last forever…
In this moment we speak no words…
I am nothing.
I let you think you have the power
and then…
I’m already gone.