Linkin Park and Friends. in 2017

Was incredible. I’m so glad I went. <3 What an amazing thing to experience in a crowd of fellow linkin park lovers. I cried like at least 50% of the time.

I hated that I was there with someone that I didn’t want to be there with. I kinda actually wish I was there alone. I feel like this is something I needed to do alone, and for myself. Or at least with someone who gets it. And someone who I love. This friend of mine that I went with, just wasn’t that person. I mean, we are barely even friends. I wish Chris would have been there. Hes seen what this has done to me since it happened. No, he doesn’t really get it or understand but at least I could have just hugged him and cried.

I’m not a crier. But man. This concert. I lasted 9 seconds without crying when it started lol

Did it help? Was this like the funeral we never got to go to? Is/was this closure?

Nope. Not even. I didn’t hear enough of his voice. They had people sing his part in the songs, which was nice… but I think I’d have rather had a playback of his screams and his beautiful voice. The good thing is we have years and years of music to listen to. The bad thing is, eventually I’ll have heard every song hes ever made, and they’ll be no more. :(

I’ll write more about the rest of my trip in a different entry.

Kristen <3