Steps forward in It's a Suhaila!

I am now looking forwards over the next year or so and planning things out with regards to my studies and Jasmine. I am back full-on studying while Jasmine continues growing and learning new words on what seems like a daily basis - she’ll probably be saying “Partial differentials!” before the year is out at this rate.

I’m still talking with my sister daily over skype - I do miss her when she’s not around. It’s quite funny sometimes when Jasmine comes into the room while I am talking, she hears Salena’s voice and sees her on the laptop screen, then goes looking for her behind the laptop and gets confused why she isn’t there.

Things are going well with Scott. Even Jasmine is now asking him for hugs! I stayed at his last night (Jasmine had a grandparents night at home). Was nice waking up in his arms it has to be said.

But there is something on my mind, would appreciate input from anyone who is or considering being a parent. While I was having sex with Scott last night (which, for you nosy lot, was really nice and warm!!) I started getting urges and feelings… and after we finished when I was lying there looking at Scott, I suddenly felt urges that Jasmine should have a sibling. I have no idea where that came from as I’ve not even considered it yet. Anyone else get this or is it my hormones raging… or am I being selfish for Jasmine’s benefit?

Must dash and get in the shower, give Jasmine a bath and settle her down for the night. Back to the books tomorrow!