*sniff* in meh...
- Oct. 10, 2017, 9:27 a.m.
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1) I am perpetually angry.
2) The people surrounding me are going good for helping me through a small bit of the frivolous stuff and none of the serious needs.
3) I sit back and evaluate me, my life, how I got here and everything that I’ve done wrong.
4) I sit back and evaluate me, my life, how I got here and everything that I’ve done right.
5) One of those lists is longer than the other.
6) I’m praying that all the anger is cleansed. I can’t change how much other people don’t care and how self centered they are.
7) I know I shouldn’t take on problems someone else is going through, but I can’t sit idly by and watch the pain that is possibly on its way.
8) I need to cry. I need to rant. I need to rave.
9) After this weekend, I’m getting off of Facebook and am making no more commitments and fade to black like always. No one cares anyway.
10) I have to focus on everything else.
Gilraent ⋅ October 10, 2017
You need a break, friend. I know it's impossible, but you do. You have so much on your shoulders, and no help. I wish I were there to help shoulder the burden.
Sister Gilraent ⋅ October 10, 2017
I wish I had a community of all the people that I've met online and have been friends with for a long time. They are the most wonderful people in the world. These people in my everyday life... ::smh::
Gilraent Sister ⋅ October 10, 2017
I know exactly what you mean! I have a huge "family" online. We would all help each other if we were close. ::sigh::