July 1st, 2011 in "Waiting for my Petrichor"

Today has just totally frikin sucked. Woke up around five because Buckley (Yes, I ended up getting a kitten, and Dave is absolutely in love with it, it is just too cute) anyway, yes Buckley is his name, decided to take a big fat shit under the bed. It stank up the entire room. It was Dave's bright idea to feed him before we went to bed last night so I let him deal with it. It also seems like Buckley is going to be more of Dave's cat anyway, he loves him more than Jasper! LoL. So I went back to sleep in my own room in my own bed with Jasper until I had to wake up at 6:30 for work. Work was boring and then I saw Nobody Important linking arms with some girl walking out the door and that made me disappointed. He was my "person I admire from afar" not like I am going to cheat on Dave or anything, it was just something to help pass time at work. Now that image is spoiled. Bah. Anyhoo, finally 12:30 came and I went home. I was so exhausted that I took a nice long nap, but not before the bitch ex-roommate came over so I can sign some "legal" forms saying she is getting her half of the deposit back, even though it clearly states she is entitled to nothing back since she got off the lease early. I'll deal with that ship when it comes. I doubt the apartment will be giving any of our deposit back anyway, I mean do they ever?? So I finally took a nap and was woken up by the internet guy coming in. You'd think I'd be excited, but when I went to turn my laptop on, the thing would not turn on. Yes it was plugged in, yes the outlet was working, power cord was fine. And nothing. I remember a few nights ago a screen popped up saying it was going to shut down and I didn't think much of it, but now I am worried I have a virus. I am worried because that shit is expensive to fix and I have all my photos and other documents on that laptop. I brought out my old laptop, and surprisingly the internet works on that, but only when I plug it in from the internet connection cord to the modem. So basically, I am on Dave's laptop right now. With internet at least. Anyhow, the cat was so nervous about the internet guy coming inside that he scratched up my wrists so bad it looks like I have resorted to some cutting. Jasper was barking uncontrollably and all I could think about was that I wanted to go back to bed. The pets are all wound up though, so don't see that happening anytime soon. I really need to go grocery shopping, but of course my food-stamps will not be re-filled until the 5th. There is nothing to eat in this house, I am so broke. Waiting for the check from my parents to come in the mail. I am tired, grumpy, and hungry. I just want to disappear for awhile.